confusion,urgh my brain's bursting
well,
i took up archery.
and we have
a new art
teacher.
anywayz,
i asked
people
if they were
to make a choice
between
izza and
cheryl
who would they
pick.and the
answers
were almost
the same..
most would choose
izza.but
i feel
wrong.
cheryl trusted
me.yet,
i betrayed
her and told
everyting
to izza.
if u ask
me
which
side i
am on.
i will have
to say
neutral.yes
neutral.
i will
treat both the
same.now,
i just wish
harry potter existed
so,i can use
curses
like 'crucio'
or 'avada kedavra'
man those
would help
me alot.
oh,yeah.
got invited
by the
slc
to have dinner
at a hotel.
too bad
only welfare
officers
are invited.its
next saturday.
cant wait.well
dats all.
i really gotta
go.gracias
for reading it
Saturday, March 29, 2008 | 7:24 PM
wonderful day!!!!!!
well yesterday
was supposed
to
go bbt with izza
brandon,and
cheryl.
but cheryl and brandon
left school.
so i met up
with alfi and
makala at
the prata shop.
alfi had
two egg prata
and one bandung
makala and i
had tissue prata
i had bandung
makala had
almond susu
and the three
of us shared
ice cream prata.
just to tell u,
we were a clique
since last year.
only we did not
know each other.
they know
cheryl and brandon.
so,now the five
of us are
a clique.
after lunch,we
went to the
salon to get rid
of my dandruff.
thats
all for now.there is only
two days to my bdae
cant wait
gotta go
chow!!
Friday, March 21, 2008 | 9:09 AM
haha,sweet day
huh,today
almost went
extreme with mira
she asked me to shut up
so i told her it was my mouth
and then she said
i bigmouth,so i said god made
me dat way,me and izza
fought with her.izza and
mira have a dark
history..
but im not supposed
to tell,so sorry
but we must be loyal
to our frens
no matter how bad they
are.well
cheryl and i are
on good terms now.
and in 6 days
time,its gonna
be my bdae.
woohoo!!
finally,money
to buy an ipod
haha.there will
also be
a bdae reception
on the saturday.
want to invite frens
but cant coz im sharing
the bdae party
with my cousin.
hah so anyway
i know mira is
still angry coz of the
ridzwan thing.
but she seriously
attention seeker.
it drives up to the wall
people help her and in
the end,she is
ungrateful,
hurgh
so mad at her..
i think mira wants
to seek
attention from hariz..
just now,she wanted
to talk to
hariz and u know
wat she did?
she was pulling his
hands saying
in an
attention seeker
tone
"hariz,come here"
and last year,
she made alot
of trouble
she said
"ahmad,lets become godsiblings"
and in the end,she broke
off.and i hated her
that i confronted her
at the tampines library
and she cried
Monday, March 17, 2008 | 6:49 PM
hah?problems,again?
well,been thinking
lately.i duno
but,im losing myself
to get what i want.ive also
been pushing away
the ones i should
have held close.guess
the curse is on.
im sure people are like
''welfare lacks dis and dat"
and some
"we need to change the welfare"
and others
"ahmad,u r so irresponsible,
the class motto is not even done"
well,now.i duno
the people i regard as friends
are all turning their backs on me.
two problems
have sufaced and i cant go on.
another strike and
i will resign as welfare officer.
dats a promise.it clearly
depends if i can take it or
not.well,at least
i dont go up
to people and throw
insults like
''huh?,u get 3 for maths?so lousy''
and i dont go around saying
''orh dis person dis,dis dis''
its been really tough.
the rest of the class com
dont encounter the same
problem so y me?
is it bcoz im not strong to face
problems?im sure
some would say yes.
and people like maya
would say no.no matter what i do,
people call me busybody,gay,
copycat.
Sunday, March 16, 2008 | 2:48 PM
the holiday
hei,currently
in the united states
salt lake city
only a few miles
to alburqerque
home of the
east high
wildcats.
maybe going to
east high.
but not sure yet
starting to miss
home.oh
and brandon
i took a beautiful
picture for you.a
picture of snow
covered greenland
from singapore
airlines flight 26
be back soon
from here,we will
move to
sanfransisco
and head back home.
oh and barrack obama
winning the elections
and 2g,good luck
for the bazaarsigning off
bye2
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 | 10:26 PM
