oh my god...gilbert i am sincerely sorry..for chiding u..i was jealous and anyway,dis few days,im insane..coz im trying to have a mind on my own,and it seems impossible...please forgive me..i was too stupid..dat i removed you from my group..i only realized my mistake wen i saw wat u wrote on my tagboard..i only saw dat wen i had problems,u were there to comfort me all the time..listen,i noe dis sounds ridiculous but i really dont noe who to trust anymore...its hard...and i pushed away the people who were truly my besties.im really sorry,gilbert...it turned out..the person i hated defended me till the end..