back off r18.iknow who you really are and you are going down.and i mean real down.i bet you are shahirah or you are hazmirah binte amin or you are brandon lau..other wise MDA will be dragged into this.i have made a police report and i swear its for real

hola, hoy tenía el país enfadado en pasir ris.it era vey fun.then después de que esto fue para almorzar con krisha, addie, izza, brandon y rata face.at mcdonalds.brandon llamó izza que una hembra pero la verdad es, él es un alegre y un bastardo.esto era ... irritante maldito papá entonces llamado para preguntar si emigrábamos a utah.we todavía mueven a Dios .., im yendo a señorita todo mi cllique..pero yo que dont saben que hacer, pienso que tengo que ir mi propio camino.thats todos adiós

hei people..so told the gang yesterday about the move to utah in the united states of america...
thought everything would be ok but krisha,addie,izza told me not to go but i stupidly said ok
so,today went up to mirrah and ras and i told them and mirrah actually cried on the spot.trying
to pester dad to not go but i duno..i feel so wrong that im actually leaving two handfuls of besties
but when i told brandon about it,he seemed as though he didnt care but hazmirah says
that he just has mixed feelings but i duno.its been like 2 months since me and brandon hang out
guess i just have to leave it like that.new home is going to be in alburqurque.cant wait but i feel
bad.kkrisha is fun and totally cool.addie has been a great supporter morally.izza has been a joker
mirrah,has been the bestest bestie i have ever had and ras is just full of surprises.i dont wanna
leave...I DONT WANNA LEAVE IN UTAH

Cause I, I
Wannna tell you that I'm sorry
And I,I
Even when I'm not giving enough
And I'm taking too much
You're still there for me
Even when I got nothing at all
And I'm ready to fall
You're still there for me
there for meThere for me
Even when I can't be there for you
You're always there for me
this is part of my new favourite song..its titled there for me..memories are starting to flow back..u noe about how people treat me...found out

ok..back to daily posts.was absent from school today...had rehearsals at old primary school...den went for blood test.the rehearsals were horrifying...when i sang the song when there was me and you using the microphone,it was like wierd..echo2 that kind...i had echoes....so the part where i went"and i didnt miiind..."it was kinda off pitch coz i was afraid the windows would break..then the firecurtains were spoiled.see...whent the curtain opens...the firecurtains would light up and smoke would engulf the stage then me and my co host would step out.but instead,we came out,and the firecurtains and smoke didnt work..was so dissapointed....then the bloodtest at kkh ,,,was like freaky coz the needles were damn long.the nurse was distracting me but it didnt work..then suddenly i heard the poof,it become koko crunch joke in my head and when i laughed,the nurse said i can go..i looked at ny arm and mumbled(that was fast).then took a cab to school attended maths saw hady and mirrah's darlings but i was looking for mirrah and she wasnt there sadly..well dats it chiao

uh,u call that cruel???so???am i supposed to erase the post or something??????to anonymous...u have 24 hours from now to reply to the options.once i dont get those anwers...bye2 school life...u can get the beta record for cyber bullying, anonymous so let me know...24 hours is enough forr you to reply..and i dont give a damn if u turn out to be my bestest fren.bcoz if u r anywhere close to me,mirrah and ras,den let me tell u this is a biggest mistake.enough games..its time for curtain calls and its time for me to say "checkmate".this is your final warning anonymous.u will suffer if u dont wanna oblige..let me noe or else..bye2 school

hei,anonymous from myrah's blog..welcome to mine..feel free to spam at your own will.i just need a favour,if u,me,mirrah and ras can just negotiate,it will be better.or if u could reveal your identity,we might just forgive and forget.or theres always the hard way.if u r in dunman secondary school,THIS matter will be brought to the SCHOOL COUNCIL.which means u r bound to be entitled SUSPENSION from school.watch out anonymous......

i might look strong
and everyday
i might seem like
losing you is nothing
but the truth is,
it means a lot
to me when you say
u love me and
that it hurts me
everytime u smile.
i thought u were a fairytale
a dream when im not sleeping,
a wish upon a star thats
just coming true.but
i guess i was wrong
each day i dream
about you
but as days go by,
i become bolder.
three words stick to me
when i see you
I LOVE YOU

i may look like a normal person,
but the truth is,secrets about me
are locked deep inside my heart.
so that,if anyone new to me
were to come knocking,they wouldnt know me.
im not alone,
even when were apart i feel you in the air.
some people say,it would never happen
and we're just wasting time,but
good things come when you least expect them,
so i dont really mind.we'll be together
come watever,not just
staring at the stars,just remember,
that no one else could tell us who we are.
and that happiness and love
can come knocking at your door.
im still waiting.
waiting for you to accept me as who i am.
waiting for you to at least forgive me for my mistakes
no matter what,you will always be in my heart
im missing you..every day and night,when friends tell
their tales of love,i can only ask
"will that ever happen to me?"
i can only rely on fate
if this is how i should be
then be it.my heart will
open to you and to you only will my
feelings be dedicated to.i love you
i truly do.the aniversary of our
disastrous ending lies in
the ocean of my heart,for today
it is our 1st aniversary.the first and
probably the last,for a year
from today you have vowed never to
accept me for who i am.am i really
facing attitude problems?do i really
look ugly,ugly enough for you to not accept me?
only god knows that answer
to him i pray to
to him i will return to
and to him will i accept
my fate

well,not that stressed anymore..tomorrow is a drama free day...woohhoooo..(didnt mean to say that)well,maybe going home early...damn early...that anonymous person on mirrah's blog is really a heartless person..what did she do????well...i got a maid now and i also have disney channel...woohoooo.new changes means new me.but the maid will only be here till next sunday???coz its my auntie's maid but she is at sri lanka so dropped her maid here..haha..looking forward to tomorrow...byessss

well hei,sorry about the late post...too tired and sleepy.details on korean farewell at airport last night...well maybe about 15-20 2gians went.(aproximately)or mayb less..i came in striped tops,brown cargo pants and a blue hood jacket.met izza at tanah merah mrt but she was late...(understandable for girls) den went to terminal 1..met sandra and the others and we awaited the arrival of the koreans.when they arrived i saw alex and told him to have a safe journey and he embraced me..i was shocked but oh well..den found john,told him what mira asked me to say passed him chocolates and took pictures.it didnt affect me at all to see alex and john leave but the moment they were at the immigration,tears started streaming down..me,calista,eve,val all cried at the glass panel..at first john was okay but when he saw us crying,he felt wrong and sad i guess and so he cried...boohohohoo.and then went to terminal3 for dinner with weixiang tuanwei and izza..den went to meet calista dey all.took 27 home..reached home.this afternoon when i woke up,went to the class forum and found out somebody was trying to say im not good at decorating...well goodbye

well,picture from airport..more pictures to come...tomorroow lah,including full detail about tonite

well,hei...kubo man back from kuala lumpur.lots of things to share starting from friday,after school went to krisha's with the gang to cook up pizzas and i made chocolate oreo ice blended which they loved,den went for tuition and bussed al the way home to watch olympics..one of my tuition frens prankcalled me and maysarah to say we were fired from stage manager duties.he got the number from my handphone,i actually cried when i found out,den called miss tang to confirm but found out it was my tuition fren and i chided him for it.then slept at 12 midnite.next morning woke up at 4am coz our flight to k.l was at 6am. when we got to the airport wif my cuzzies,found out the true destination,it wasnt k.l but....SARAWAK.was shocked lah sey when we touch down at sarawak international airport.turned out,my auntie meet us there coz she had work to do,spent 1 hour at d airport then met aunt su to fly back to k.l.at k.l the next day went to berjaya times squqre bought myself a nike bag den the following day went to chocolate factory,like haven there...well gtg,jetlagged...bye2

well,school as per normal,and den at 1.30 dat osman wen in and asked us all to write corrections and one of the questions that we had to copy was way long...den asked izza to tell miss quek i would be absent but i was dismissed so went to DnT to do the foam,but i did it wrongly so miss quek gave me a new foam and i did it,and she said wonderful...she gave me sand paper to sand at home,but,1 problem...i dont noe how to sand!!!!!somebody help....and den went for drama,i was handling everything solo and julius was like not giving me a damn about wat i do...den wen julius said our training was extended to 5.30,izza gave me a shocked face and i told her loudly"see,i told u".but she and her uncontrolled mouth replied loudly"but u didnt tell the whole club."and julius said it wasnt my fault bcoz i didnt noe,i think she is jealous(no offence izza),bcoz i dint promote her,but i tried and julius says dat izza is not ready to hold such a big responsibility,and i feel really pisssed off bcoz she tried to embarass me(not that i care that much).and im sure she will be like(i wasnt trying to embarass you)or(watever).dat sort of thing but dont call me tonight coz i have religious class,mum excused me from tuition today so im damn glad,well the trip home was wet,it was raining like cats and dogs(hahaha)well gtg adios amigos

ladies and gentlement,people of the drama club,i give you mirrah and rasrirah
yor very own DEPUTY STAGE MANAGER.DEPUTY means too stand in,well since both of u noe about the SM and ASM thing,heres my prize to you..i have miss tang's full approval...woohoo!!!not sure about julius though,oh well,gtg to bed now,dad lifted my curfew,but i still got to be careful,scared he might tail me...well,he has been very undertanding,he even let me use the house phone to call mirrah tonite,and we talked like an hour on the phone,and den dad asked if i wanted to use the computer,so i said yes,well another thing is dat wen i got home i was shocked to see dad heating something in the microwave.i opened it and guess wat??arab street murtabak..hehehe,long time never it arab street murtabak,and mirrah,just to tell you dat instant noodles and coke dont go well,its like eating durian and drinking coffee,sure to puke formula.well,tmrw going for dnt first hazmira and a junior are going to be helping me out,well goodnite

well,hello...first,mirrah and ras congrats u guys are unofficially deputy stage manager.need to wait for confirmation from julius.school per normal nut national day coming soon haha,well dats all toodles

well,tough day today,lessons per normal but mr tang was absent,den had lunch with drama besties and i found out something.syahirah told me some1 told her dat i hate her.and i shall declare her name in cyberspace now.this backstabber is a cry baby and she was considerd one of my closest frens,ladies and gentlement,boys and girls and frens of this person. i give you the one and only backstabber HAZMIRA BTE AMIN OF NPCC.shame on you..npcc is a very disciplined cca.oh and u HAZMIRA BTE AMIN,mind your own buisness,i believe i have the right to speak and hate whoever i want to.and oleysa rulin is not like u,way different.shame on you..people think u r so nice and everything but i duno,mayb they r wrong.,mayb a song like 'say ok"the bitchy version can also fit u,i can make alterations,huh,i dont think npcc teaches u to betray your frens

sorry about the late post.me and maysrah ahve talked things out together today and my cuzin just went home to johor,in the morning me and my cuzins went to kuala lumpur for a short trip.it was a 1 hour flight.preety enjoyable, we went there for shopping.took a flight back to singapore den went to the floating platform to watch the black knights and den went to east coast for lunch,den we went to the singapore flyer and rode it,was fun and wanted to snap pictures but couldnt coz my phone battery went flat.oh ya and i changed my handphone,my dad;s old handphone,has camera but no bluetooth,but oh well,went home and read the holy quran.and recorded it onto my phone,well gtg now bye2

well,hei..um...first,some person spam my blog,i dont care..izza,um...ya we'll get through it together and u r not that bad,starting to miss deforestation,um..ras..yes ASM sounds like HSM but trust me i very much prefer hsm..and mirrah,i am not kubur coz u have flat feet hahahahaha,shazana,no problem,im taking it easy..um,announcements...friday flashback.....first,hazmira and izza fought(like always)and dis time mira cried(like i care).well dat would teach her not to mess with stagearts drama(hahahahahahahha)second,during p.e on friday we ran 2.4,mira said she wanted to run wif me but she didnt so i ran with sandra,gilbert and jonathan.at the second lap,i overtook them and izza..i repeat i overtook izza..i repeat again i overtook izza i repeat repeat again,dat i overtook izza(haha)and i bet the first thing she does wen she reads dis is "shut up larh ahmad"(hehe).oh and now for thursday flashback.we had school,like durh and after which lunch wif drama besties..we went up the fourth floor and we saw hazmira at the third,so we went there,and then at 2.30,me,izza,mirrah and rasrirah(i 4got if she was there)went to the temporary canteen and got everything ready afterwhich i went to get the drama room's key from miss tang where she announced me a committee member.and den wen maysarh came(SM)i gave her attitude coz i handle things in a rushing manner but she just relaxes around just like now,ive been trying to contact her but she wont answer and im worried dat she might not send the email to julius,dats all for now...byeee