hello,well today i gave the lardasses cookies and marble cake but mirrah was absent so im giving her tomorrow.and tomorrow the 30th is also someone's birthday.hahaha randomness.im just htinking and i realized that when i started discussing the drama camp with the main comm,i turned into a jerk.a really awful jerk.well,what with my foster parents fighting for my custody in court,this small squabbles in the main comm and everyhting else.see,my biological parents have been found but...i dont feel comfortable around them.i feel like a rich brat that is self centered.i dont noe how much ive changed.i am somewhat intruding into mirrah's privacy somehow.she told izza that i was reading her private post the day hadi brought up the whole thing(friday)but she didnt tell me honestly.i like it when people tell me my bad qualities than my good coz i try to change..well i duno,i wish mirrah was more open to my feelings.so i think im just going to keep my distance from her for a while