well today is the day i'll get money..yup..tday im gonna sell away my nintendo ds and its games..hopefully i fetch more than 250 bucks..firstly coz i have to pay tuition fees which is 240..and i hope i get enough money to pay krisha's 11 bucks too..i noe this is stupid but dont worry mum doesnt noe coz i told her im looking for a school bag..well i'll continue in the evenings

TO BE CONTINUED.....

heyhoes..back from the damn blood test...had to take it three times..so the first time was just plain freaky..coz the needle was like long and painful..i was squeezing my fists for dear life..then drank that sweet glucose solution.yucks..very sweet..and waited for an hour for the next test and i couldnt eat or drink..damn..so second one wasnt painful and i looked at the needle and saw it sucking my blood ad i was damn grossed out..the third one was like death...i screamed in shock honestly..then went to delifrance to eat wif mum..grabbed my morning doze of ice frapucino and bused to tan tock seng hospital to visit auntie..im worried..she doesnt look too well.her breathing is like short puffs..well yeah..then taxied home and called fasha in utah..she's sick..oh dear please keep warm..and she said OUR huse was fabulous..yup dad gave their family the house in utah..ya so again the wave of godbye is coming so c u soon..

SURFING OFF FOR NOW
AAA

ANSWERS TO TAGS ON THETAGBORD

to izza
yes im now good at giving bad and good comments

to hazmira
ya..like finally i link u

to mirrah
yes i miss u too

to ras
i noe its not your fault

aites thats all for tday..goodbye

eh,hello..so today is just a normal sunday yeah???well woke up at 8+ and bused to istanbul restaurant wif mum and dad..mum had mee rebus,dad had bubur ayam and i had my weekly intake of nasi lemak..hhaaaa..have to cut down..lol..i cant wait for school to open..one more week and i get to see every1 everyday..i definetely want more shoes..so far i have a school shoe for school only,two surfer paradise shoes,1 nike shoe..yeah thats all...mayb buying an everlast early next year..i duno..hei,my birthday is like in 3 months wooho!!!i wonder what i'll get for my bdae..its ok lah..all i want is more friends..hei but next year is going to be an izza free zone(no offence izza)..hyeah and the smart people free zone..i heard lucille is restarting sec 3..wonder wat class she's in??well at least i have the 1Fians in 3g next year..haiz..looks like there will b more crap coming up from syah and mira and me..hazmira and her crappy laughter or how she normally wakes me up when i sleep during maths class and how syah usually smacks me on the back and i'll say ow..or how we would normally sing songs together at the corridor before morning assembly and how we would disturb atiqah wif adel..haha..bulu we called atiqah..gosh i miss those times..not forgetting maya torres..and her aeroplaneloads of laughter but she's in 3f..goodluck wif izza.. maya..dont make her irritated rites??or she'll turn to a monster(again,no offence izza)well gtg im damn bored so i think i'll surf the net..so alritees

SURFING OFF FOR NOW

AAA

ps.cant wait for the countdown

ohk..so back from the airport..fasha left for US already saddenning..she was weeping at the airport and i was like its ok..no biggy.just email kays???and she nodded and said sorry..so i said thanks for healing the wound that she made..u r my true princess..she smiled and i told her..go catch the plane..i'll c u in 3 years when i go to utah to study kays??and she said ok..bye..and she went..so ya..btw linked syah and mira..tanx people ritees gdbye

well,today started off good..fasha called at 1.30 to ask me out to vivo and i agreed..so i met fasha at harbourfront and i helped her with her shopping and everything and then bought ourselves icecream and sat at the deck facing sentosa..and then got a call from mum..mum said granddad was in critical condition and he wants to see me..so i went o TTSH wif fasha and reached the bedside..fahrouk and u noe who was there..grandad looked sick but strong he took u noe who's hand and put my hand over it..i told him"atuk,she's no longer mine ,she's with fahrouk now"and i put fahrouk's hand over her hand..and then i just started tearing up and grandad said"please forgive fahrouk"and i said"ive long forgiven him".and i stared at fahrouk and smiled..and i told atuk.."ive found a new cinderella".and i grabbed fasha's hand and she just satred at me..i smiled..and then grandpa passed..i looked at u noe who and her face was shocked ..fasha asked me if i was serious and i said well kinda..

TO IZZA:
YA.SO ALL THIS IS MY FAULT RITE.I NEVER TOLD U..HELLOO,FROM YESTERDAY,WE THOUGHT WE WERE WATCHING BOLT.BUT EVERYONE SAW THAT BOLT WAS FULL SO WE DECIDED TO GO TO ANOTHER MOVIE BUT HEI WE ASKED IF U WANTED TO COME AND I DID SAY WE COULD WAIT FOR YOU.BUT U SAID NO...SO ITS NOT MY FAULT OR DIANA OR RAS'S OR SHEHAN'S FAULT..COZ U SAID NO.Y R U LIKE THIS.???I GET LEFT OUT AT BOWLING REMEMBER???HOW BOUT THE TIME U WENT SWENSENS WIF KRISHA AND MIRRAH WITHOUT EVEN TELLING ME THE DAMN TRUTH??HOW DO U THINK I FEEL???I TOLD U HONESTLY I AM A LAST MINUTE PERSON..I CAN CHANGE MY MIND IN A SNAP..IF U WANNA HATE SOME ONE THAN HATE ME FOR ALL I CARE..BUT DONT HATE THE OTHERS..Y>>>YES THE ESCAPE THINGY..I KNEW I COULD MEET THEM FOR LUNCH AND I DID IT AND TODAY AT HTE MOVIES,I KNEW THAT BOLT WAS FULL EVEN BEFORE WE CHECKED..I WANTED THEM TO WATCH THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL WITH ME..SO ITS MY FAULT..IF THERES ANYONE U SHOULD HATE,ITS ME..REMEMBER WAT U SAID ABOUT NOT WANTING TO B FRENS WIF ME IN FEBRUARY??AND HOW I LIKE TO TREAT PEOPLE AND EVERYTHING..AND HOW PEOPLE FIND ME IRRITATING???MAYB ITS TRUE..MAYB I DONT HAVE ANY FRENS..MAYB IM JUST A F**KING GUY..MAYB A JERK EVEN..SO U NOE WAT..I FINALLY C THE DAMAGE IVE DONE AND I QUIT..SORRY GUYS

hello,back from the movies with shehan,diana and ras..we decided to watch the day the earth stood still..yhe newspaper reviews said it sux but heres wat i think..i gave hsm3 8 stars on the scale of 1/10..for the day the earth stood still,i give it 9..yup dont be shocked..a higher rating than my own favourite movie..coz it rocks..dont trust the reviews..i tell u it thought me alot about the human spirit how the human species is divided into two different groups..one..the group that would not resort to violence and the other,one that resolves problem using warfare..it showed me the true weakness of the UNITED STATES..dont attack the american soil..atttack their satellites..it would shut down completely all of their defence infrastructure..which leaves them weak..hahaha lol..it thought me alot on politics and i think i noe all presidential protocols and everything..all i have to do is qualify for the job..for crying out loud..anything can happen..nothing is impossible in this world..even the strongest of all nations can be stopped..i need to study hard..i plan to be in office in 2020/..thats if i can pass all the grades and stuff...well thats it for today..goodbye

so hei hahaha..changed my blogskin..thanks brandon

Labels: NEW MOI

oh..so tired..just woke up..coz last nite talked to shehan on the phone till like 1 am..we were actually talking bout like hot topics and wat happened this whole year..i really cant tell..u noe and then we told each other about wat we feel about our friendship inn gangO and how we left our cliques in class to just be together..and i told her that i hope this frenship will last forever until someone gets married..and i told her how lonely i'll b in sec 5 when they graduate in sec 4..oh goodnes..i think i would be wailing when they graduate..haiz..they are all like special people..each with a different character...haiz..truly the most enjoyable frenship ive had in 14 years..although some get jealous/feel left out at times..some just wanna be the middle person..some who likes the attention and some who just hiding their true feeling behind closed doors..and all of us were there coz of drama..different case for hadi coz we just clicked..well ya..oh ya..hadi not going bolt..oh man..left me,diana,shehan and ras..nvm lah just go..so anywaes that would be today's
post

my heart is crippled by the vain that i keep on closing
you cut me open

welll im missing u so much baby

well hei back from makcik tini's wedding..she's my old neighbour and also HER aunt..which means yup i saw her alrite with fahrouk..u noe wat??turns out she's the two timer not me..she has been dating fahrouk for 3 months damn it..and she tried to make mirrah guilty..like she's a bitch..oh goodness..den when i found out..i just smiled and then she pulled me to a corner and asked "dont u want me back??"i just smiled and said.."like i said previously 22 days are like 22 years,ive had enough"and cik tini came and asked wats the matter and i said that she was two timing me and said that i two timed her..and i left..met mum at the busstop and we went to visit her friend dat lost her daughter..read the berita minggu first page..den walked to afghan to buy new school shoes,socks and then bought bread to eat and me and mum bussed home..so ya..oh ya..we r going to d movies on wednesday..hadi,diana,shehan,ras and me..sadly the others cant come haiz..well heres some messages for some people

to kak lin
im missing u so much and i still think dat its my fault u left this world coz of me

to fahrouk
you jerk,u didnt tell me she had been dating u..gosh i hate to call u my cousin

to "BABY V"'
me dont love u no more..me hate u 100%dont even try to comunicate wif me
oh and the ring..me keep..

well that would be all..c u guys soon..new year coming soon LOL to all those celebrating christmas or going on a holiday soon
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR

signing off for now
AAA
ps.im so bored..LOL

hei,im back..sheesh..so tired of blogging..this blog brings back a whole lot of memories..cant belive that it has been two years..thanks to maya,i started blogging..haiz way lot of memories..like the time i fought wif hazmirah and insulted her here..or d time that gilbert spammed my blog till i changed url or the time that i almost died..it seems that the simple life that i once had is now finally complete..i got everything i want..a nintendo ds,an ipod,a cd playera handphone and a computer..what more would i want..oh ya i have of course friends lah .of course throughout 2008..lessons were learnt almost everyday..u learn how bitchy you r frens can be..how jealous they can be or how really good they are..guys,thanks for staying by me all this while..that includes you addie..and addie,call me on my phone 98817020..
gtg bye

hei..so nothing much happened..im gonna be buying microsoft's flight simulator cnt wait..haiz..oh ya..yesterday was the end of our relationship..it ended at 19/12/08 at about 8pm..yup..she gave me back the ring and everything..i think its just a misunderstanding..coz she thought i was two timing her with mirrah..and i was like..mirrah is my bestest fren(along with the others lah..)so then she was like crying and crying and she put down the phone..i tried calling but my call was rejected..then at 7= she smsed me saying we had to meet under my block..so i met her and her eyes were red and she gave me back the ring and it ended..i heard from fahrouk that she was the one that two timed me but watever lah eh..

babes,when we together it felt like paradise
and the ring that we wore
was the only reason why i looked matured
but now my heart is seriously empty
i cant stop the rain from falling
i cant stop my heart from callin you
i noe i messed up everything
but i can see that u still love me
so y do u act like u dont care
like all this love between us wasnt there
i noe that ure upset
i noe i did u wrong
i noe u want me to pay for all the pain ive caused
but in the end it all come down to just one thing
ITS U AND ME

hei..currently in syria..not dubai or iraq..first bcoz..dubai's flight is damn full and iraq,we cant enter..well actually its more to a religion trip..be back in singapore tomorrow..anywaes from singapore flew to bangkok..and from bangkok,flew to amman in jordan and then went to israel..jerusalem and then to palestine and to syria..all this in just a week..went to a few of the most lovely places..more updates on the trip when i reach singapore

missing u guys so much
missing the damn lovely singapore food

greetings from syria

aaa

well heis..ok tday was a very damn frustrating day..coz people werent there..oh gosh...and well just b4 i thought of leaving for a holiday,julius gave me like assignments to do..but naturally as SM..u have to do this stuff..ok..less than 24 hours to london..or so as i think so..yup..its a mystery destination..all i noe is dat the flight departs from terminal one..so im gonna go and c which destinations are gonna be at terminal one..let me c...hold on..oh gosh the website is so damn slow..well tmrw morning gonna b home alone....oh ya..people,just in case i dont make it back..i just wanna say sorry...to mirrah,ras,diana,shehan and of course izza..i'll b sending u guys an email everyday from the destination..oh..and sorry but dont think got souveniers(watever d spelling is)ok..b4 i leave for a holiday,heres something

well heis,back from home..hahahaha..tday had drama at about 9 but i came at 8.30 to get the props box and sm kit..so waited and waited for everyone and i can say it was quite boring tday..me and mai again did paper work..but we had loads of fun really..then when the others joined,mme,mmai and feeq started disturbing shazana and i gotta tell u that diana was a joke today..they were doing improvising and stuff and they did the first scene..so rachita said"evelyn,get down here,im gonna count to three..one....two.."and diana said "three"it was kinda cute..(baby,dont get jealous..its only diana for goodness sake)ok..then after drama went to lunch with mirrah,ras and izza..and waited for mirrah's dad to come to fetch her under farid's block..but in the end,me,ras and izza got a ride home..i alighted at my block to do some cleaning and open the letterbox..but not sure if izza got sent to kembangan???well again..dont be jealous baby..anywaes..missing u so much dear..c uu soon..oh and tmrw another typical day in drama..ok..gtg..bye

i noe you would be upset at what im gonna say
i could still vividly remember all the times that we spent together
but it seems none approve of our relationship
and im truly sorry if i hurt you so much..
but i noe youre only gonna find out when i leave for another country
so heres the thing
youre a diamond in the rough
and you brighten up my life
but sad to say that light extinguished my frenship
and people say that ive changed
i cant take it anymore
i love you
but it seems our love is blocked again
you should go back to farhan
he loves you more than i do
although it has only been 5 days that we were together
i'll still b wearing the ring
im not asking for a break up
just to tell you whats on my mind
farhan is my bestest cuzin ever and he loved you b4 me
but now,everytime i c him,
theres this look of utter disgust on his face
i noe you left him for me
but please...i cant bear to hurt my own cuzin
so please forget me
but in the end
only 3 words are left to say

I LOVE YOU

well hei,as most of u would have known..im at my aunt's place..well my frens are really bugging me about her..wat???am i a jerk after i got her????wat did i do wrong???i dont understand..kays i noe i promised to post the pics from camp but i dunno..i'll c first..no promises..well 3 more days to london or somwhere else..i duno..dad didnt say anything..but i saw him book a flight onboard the a380 so i duno..but seriously..wat if i break up again..like really again..haiz..dats life and baby im missing you so much dear but sadly we wont be meeeting till next month.coz ii'll b somewhere out of this country..sheesh..i promie you pics by um....next month..so mayb mirrah would have published it on her blog by then...so really..ooh and tonight on disney channel,theres gonna b hsm 2 so im going to watch..and i heard singapore airlines is already showing hsm3 i think..so we will just see on saturday..i wonder if i can still blog overseas..mayb lah..no promises..ok..gtg ready bbye2