well im really pissed okays..had drama tday and julius walked out on us and me and mai were struggling to run the show nad when i gave the timing which was 20 minutes and aqil was like "liar:and he pulled me outside and told me off so i got angry and went into the room and screamed at everyone to sit in the middle and told them their vice president wanted to speak to them..i mean he was like saying were not strict enough and mai laughed and he said "u still have the cheek to laugh??"and thaikhoom was also like do u noe what the standard of syf is???and when miss tang came waah..like nothing happen so im gonna inform miss tang that if i get one more of those things i'll swear i'll quit..thanks fiqahh,mai 3g,atiqah syah and all those that tried to cheer me up..

Thursday, February 26, 2009 | 8:37 PM


helloo....well had a lovely sleep but hei..had a dream..its about YOU loves..i still love u for who u are..i dont care what people say coz i noe deep down,im in love with you..they think im crazy to fall for you but honestly i dont care..i love you and its official..i will never change my mind coz i love you dearly and bcoz of you,i feel my life is complete.you were always there when i was so stressed up and your smile always bring joy to my day..okok enough of that..so yesterday went cycling and tday maybe going swimming..yeah!!!!okok..so i'll take my leave..till then goodbye

Sunday, February 22, 2009 | 12:18 PM


well hello..today was care nad share and it was great..heres pictures from yesterday's prep work...taken from syarfiqah's blog



syah and fiqahh[:
alepz and fiqahh[:


syah and fiqahh[:


hadi,fiqahh and syah[:



me and fiqahh[:
yeah so they are like the best classmates in my life..i think that although sometimes i feel left out but all my troubles are lost when they start their crap and jokes...syarfiqah is just a nice person who well...jokes around and all..syah has been friends with me for three years now and she's still the cheerful gal..hadi,i might not noe well but he's really nice..atiqah is a nice gal who pinches alot but she's damn nice and kind..alepz is i duno..the same???3okok..so anywaes..went to the concert tday and had fun but guess wat??our beloved chairperson also attended it when he was the first shift superviser..god damn it..but well overall was a fun day lah ok...so i'll be going okays..i need to go shopping at tampines mall..getiing my ipod accesories..okok..so long for now



Saturday, February 21, 2009 | 5:45 PM


well rumours have been spread due to that shit guy..god i wish i could inflict pain onto him..but hei..dats not the islamic way...well just leave it but i noe someone's really mad at me..well it wasnt my fault..i didnt ask him to spread it..well okok..so tday after school stayed back for care and share prep until like six..then walked to the red block wif hadi,syah and hanis..well during the deco..it was damn fun lah sey..no troubles or stress on me..tmrws care and share and im going to watch the concert..i bought tickets ready..mr kang and miss thong singing and dancing..so well..im guess this is life
to you
hei im sorry bout wat happened aites
please forgive me.i honestly didnt ask rasyid to tell everyone
and im just that fed up
but i want you to noe that i still love you just as much..
i wrote you this and i wanted to give it to you
never will i understand
why my love denies my hand
what pain,what suffering have u endured?
with my help,will u be cured?
my thoughts,my dreams
youre always there
when will u c how much i care?
such little time ive spent with u
enough to noe my love is true
the further u drift away from me
the more i feel i'll never be free
perhaps i should just let u go
your love maybe,i should not noe
my love and frenship is always here
and if u ever shed a tear
i will be there to comfort u
for i'll always be your light
someday when the world is warm
and the flowers r in full bloom
u may see all that i can b for u
someday when the days r long
and the sun shine brightly in the sky
u will look at me the way i look at u
and c me the way that i c u

Friday, February 20, 2009 | 7:36 PM


well hello..apparently i have a spammer so i dont bother..spam all u want ok who ever u are...i wont bother coz it doesnt piss me off at all.well,today i learnt never to trust rasyid ever again..my secrets out and i have nothing else to hide..so there u go..well im the understudy for the reporter..yes..and mai didnt come for training..leaving me juggling with two tasks,tmrws a new day and the eve of care and share,..ok..i'l take my leave...

Thursday, February 19, 2009 | 7:37 PM











hello earthlings..apparently i was alone today..sheesh..and somepeople went bbt..so yeah had detention and all and then ended at like 3pm..accompanied evelyn,calista and valerie to do their chores and all and then went home at 5+..hanging out with them brings back lots of painful memories but they r really supportive of me unlike some people..well..were drifting apart..so i'll just let it be..let me tell you..today during recess was just a painful moment..i was sitting and then mr R came and talked..and i became invisible..so i was pissed and sat at esha's table..she's nice and she's an obama supporter..they were quite an energetic bunch..okok..here are some memories...and i think im gonna go off and wish my sayang good nite..well she promised that she would be ready soon..hopefully our relationship will ladt 4eva..love u sayang..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 | 9:05 PM


heyhoes..just finished playing star wars online..thanks to kenneth...thanks buddy..ok..that would be all tday..oh yeah..i got compre due today..so i'll do it at 4.30????mayb lah aites..
bye2

Sunday, February 15, 2009 | 2:01 PM


hei readers..nothing much happened today..i passed chem retest..yes...yeah so after that went for drama..everything was smooth running and me and mai were very pleased with ourselves..then went to 7-11 with diana and shehan and then met glenn and meiyin in the bus..we headed to TM to NTUC..glenn wanted to shop for gifts so we decided to come along..oh yeah..my ipod is cured..yes...anywaes..the person that left yesterday without telling could have told ras coz she was there..there is this new thing called use someone's phone and bsides she say she wanted to go..sheesh...oh well life likes dat..tmrw's my oral convo..in terrified..alritees..gdbye

Thursday, February 12, 2009 | 10:39 PM


oh gosh..my ipod is spoilt..let me tell you this i was listening to it and then suddenly it went off..and it cant be turned on..i wanna repair but owh..i feel so sad..anywaes my CNA interview came out hahahaaa..and we had class comm meeting just now..theres this one person who promised to go to bbt wif me but she left and didnt tell us..so in the end it was only me and ras and we went home..at least diana and shehan told me in advance..sheesh..well dats all for now..gdbyes

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 | 9:33 PM


hello fellow readers..so today was just the normal day..caijie absent so i didnt take the chemistry retest today..english was fun..we did compilation of essays and we kept laughing..very fun sia..enjoyed it alot..ok yeah then after school,did homework wif evelyn and izza and then there was this boy who was little bit cuckoo..i was freaking freaked up..then ent bubble tea wif ras,diana and shehan..haaahaha..THE BEST BBT TRIP EVER!!!!seriously it was full of laughter and gossips and happinness..kays wont be updating daily so c ya the next time i blog....

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 | 5:27 PM


hei readers..today was a rather stressful day..i mean seriously ah..during social studies,we had to copy 4 paragraphs of structured questions and then we met our new maths teacher..then we went lunch..mirrah,izza,shehan,feeq and lastly mai and me..then went for drama..almost everybody was like rude i mean helloo..im trying my best rite..then rite after drama i was like rushing home ah..then shurz was pushing the xylophone so i tell her to hurry coz i got no time ..then somebody said.."eh ahmad,u useless stage manager sia never help"..so i have decided to quit as stage manager so i dont have to entertain this kind of attitude..sheesh..be thankfull that i have just wasted my time to serve then lead..gosh...oh yeah..fasha is going back to utah..bye!!!and if u visit my blog..tag lah..it makes my day..aites..adios..

Monday, February 9, 2009 | 9:27 PM


hei readers..hhaahhaa..back from marina barrage..yeah..marina barrage was a cool place..we watched sunrise and then had lunch at suntec city...and we also got a chance to see an airbus a380 fly above the barrage..it was plain spectacular..well this is the most colourful post ive done i guess..haiz..plain lots of homework to be done mainly book jacket and compilation..mayb start doing at three..ok then..i'lll take my leave..so long aites..

Sunday, February 8, 2009 | 12:37 PM


hi earthlings..,back from the normal kkh exercise program..which had an interview slotted in for me and today..it was all about me..yes..woohoo..yeah so anywaes..school was just the normal friday and again we played softball..me and hadi were kinda the best batters..woohhoo..and khai they all kept going"what team,wildcats.."which got me really distracted..lets rewind time to yesterday..mai was absent for drama and i was like freaking stressed out..in the end...mrs neo couldnt make it and i had to play as career officer..julius said during the school scene i was good..and he asked the others to imagine they were in high school musival and dats exactly wat i did..see..a great example of a born to be actor/stage manager..hahahahaha..anywaes i think ive got feelings for someone in drama..lets say she's my junior and a very close person..but hei..i cant as a big brother rite..autes..dats all i want to watch avatar..so i'll c u guys soon aites..so long faithfull readers

Friday, February 6, 2009 | 7:09 PM


gosh,long time since i last blog..well hello..well today not much happened in school but the last few periods were fun..i forced aisyah to sit wif me and me,syah,syarfiqah,shikin and atiqah sang and joked and all..so fun sia..and miss wan was like..i want answers to question 10 and syah's face was very cramped coz she wasnt paying attention...well we started discussing class matters and its only few weeeks to inaugration day..after school went for lunch with diana,shehan,mirrah and ras and then we bused home..when i reavhed home,turned in computer and then went facebook..so dats my day and i'll c u guys soon aites??adios

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 | 5:03 PM


Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder,
and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
well thats the chorus of a song i just heard..really nice u noe..its by boys like girls..i noe..amazing how i finally got out of my comfort zone..had a talk to zak bout feeq..i noe the truth..u noe..i feel lost..now that im out of my comfort zone..really lost..like hei..u all noe i would never listen to wat the other boys are listening to..but somehow today,i heard this song and u noe wat..its suddenly my favourite song..thunder by boys like girls..amazing..

Sunday, February 1, 2009 | 4:41 PM


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