yo ha..long time no blog..okok..so tmrw is syf training..haiz..scary...it feels like the semi finals..argh.u noe wat happened on monday???i was having a rather painful migrane when during trainings,people asked me to put the lights lah,give them tape lah..pissed lah sia..okok..then went home and slept...ehheheehe..today had chemistry retest..did quite better but loads of careless mistakes..aargh..okok..i'lll end with whats on my mind..-i promise myself i belong to nobody
i just wanna be free
i promise myself
even if it doesnt come easy
gonna learn from my pain
never explain
do it my way
i dont wanna see u hurt
dont u worry baby girl
take my hand
understand
im afraid
to tell you the very worst
that u wanna hear me say
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 | 7:57 PM
wow..okok..long time no blog..okok so anywaes,yesterday we had POA classes and i came late..gosh,one day no mendaki yet no rest so went breakfast wif mai and then chatted all the way till 12pm..the time i went home..we talked about loads of things including our future plans and everything..she has a problem with her language subjects so i'll be assisting her as much as i can..meanwhile,i hope she assists me with my sciences and maths..anywaes i noe i promised to prepare the script on monday but i cant..sorry 3G..ive been busy with SYF stuff and family..mum and dad are in malacca so im kinda alone at home..i have to cook,do laundry,prepare for SYF and the IFD performance..well i'll better get going..toodles...
Sunday, March 29, 2009 | 1:38 PM
ok..plenty of presents and wishes on the 23rd of march..i wont b attending training on thursday..well due to a health checkup..im leaving early lah...okok..just now had international frenship day committee meeting and it was like plain fun..then at 3.30 or 4 like dat went to minimart wif syah,mira,su and mai..then was in pain..coz ate lor mee + coke..ouch hurts badly that i flagged a cab home and dint go tuition..then went to doctor and they found that im habing ulcers in the inner wall of my stomach..so i was really weak when i reached home..slept and now just woke up to blog..ok.. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO BOUGHT ME A BDAE PRESENT AND THOSE WHO WISHED ME..syah..thanks for always being there and u r rite..i should learn to relax a bit..and sorry mira and su and syah if i was snappy just now..i was in deep pain..well i have to take pills for these ulcers so thats all..toodles
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 | 9:18 PM
okok..less than 12 hours more to my bdae..ok..we have new timtables and lalalaaa..okok..yesterday went to airport and had my bdae party..enjoyable with chocolate mousse cake..i wonder seriously wats gonna happen tmrw..i dont noe y but i feel so excited bout tmrw..well dats all..i'll post more next week..bye
Sunday, March 22, 2009 | 4:19 PM
heyhoes..tday was a busy day..basically had drama at 3 and we painted the crates..then i got so bored so i went over to help calista colour the musical notes..then we ate pizza..miss tang's treat..awesome lah ok..then we cleaned up..let me correct that sentence..ME and MAI cleaned up..then we washed the brushes whoch was surprisingly fun..then at 6.30 we went to the stagearts room with calista,evelyn,val and feeq then we chose 17 best painted crates and stick on the musical notes..then at 6.45,mea nad mai went to the school porch where two buses were there for our inspection..yes..me and mai did inspection on the bus and a moving lorry..everythings fine..on monday we will go to CJC for our rehearsal..well yea..reached home at 8..well 2 more days to my bdae..
Friday, March 20, 2009 | 8:59 PM
have i changed?
am i a jerk now?
am i a disloyal friend?
do i change my taste of friends like a change clothes?
is it wrong to patch up my frenship wif syah and mira?
am i egoistic?
am i a stage manager that doesnt understand his artistants?
was i even your bestie?
im trying to hold on but u made me choose who to salvage
i chooose mira and syah
they never once put me down
they noe me well
they say im their laughing gas
all those fun times we had together
r u guys jeolous coz im moving on?
i miss the people who were always there for me
syah,mira,mai,syarfiqah,hadi,atiqah
i miss the old times..and im falling apart
vulnerable and powerless
am i still the same old ahmad that cared more
about everyone than himself?
am i still the person to be trusted?
my voice becomes one with the rain
and i dont noe what to do
Thursday, March 19, 2009 | 11:40 AM
well surprisingly back from classes..and saw someone in bus 27..i dont noe wat to say but heres somethingthe day you said u were returning to singapore,
i was smiling from ear to ear
i was glad that finally we could be together
then when you returned,
the symbol of our love also came back to me
you looked at me and started tearing up
and said u have no more feelings for me
but y is it that i sense that we were meant to be?
we lasted long and i could feel u although we were
mile apart.
utah was always close to my heart bcoz u were there.
but i see u cuddled up with my cousin in the bus
and that surprises me
since theres no more you and me
its time i let u go
so i can be free
somehow people take advantage of me
and my defences r always down
ive always told myself that u could be trusted but im wrong
i wanna forget u forever
bcoz love can tear one's heart into two
which is why im moving on with life
goodbye princess
coz now my love for you has vanished into thin air
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 | 7:08 PM

HAPPY 15TH BDAE MIRRAH,MAY U ENJOY LIFE TO ITS FULLEST well just woke up to a beutiful morning..okok..have religious classes soon but happy bdae babes..well apparrently i wished mirrah happy bdae through sms at like 11.59pm..i noe..shocking..i was writing down my wishes in the wishbook..6 more days to the day this bestie was born..okok..cant wait..on the 22nd of march,i'll let u guys in on my wishes and on the 24th of march,an update on wat i got for my bdae..well thats all for now..surfing off
ouch,ouch..aches everywhere..well yesterday at the warehouse sale was just plain ridiculous..the prices can really murder you i tell you..well i only got an adidas waterbottle which was like 17 bucks thanks to cik yah.then cabbed to ttsh..grandad's hospitalized again..then reached home and slept..this morning,i woke up at 6 and jogged round the neighbourhood and then at about 8 came home to do sit ups and had breakfast..then go buy new shoes wif mum and went for drama..well the run today was quite smooth but i had to play dad tday..so now my database is like overloaded by three characters.,carrer officer,reporter and dad..haiz..just my luck..well exactly 7 days to my bdae..and i have drama training on that day..sheesh..the idea of celebrating just went poof..well i duno..dr kumu said im doing fine with my weight but im still bloody worried..so tomorrow i have religious classes from 2-6 and then tuition from 6.30 to mayb 9.30??i duno..mayb..gosh a busy day ahead..okok..wont be updating that much lah..so gtg..bye
Monday, March 16, 2009 | 11:14 PM
okok..hi people..short updates kays..in a few minutes i'll be going to the nike,adidas,puma 80% off warehouse sale at redhill..mayb buying something..duno lah..okok..i'll c u guys after i get back ok???ok..bye
Sunday, March 15, 2009 | 12:57 PM

hello people..long time no post rite???been busy preparing for common test so yeah im back..okok then on wednesday stayed back wif mira,su,syah and mai and we sang at our class corridor like mad..then mira thought us 2 riddles which was confusing at first but im an expert now..well took some pics but i took one from syah..i'll post it later kays..im glad to have hang out wif them..they make me smile all the time..su with her blur2 reactions..syah and mira with all the crappy laughs...mai with her funny way of singing and all.hey i think it relived my old memories with them..in sec 2,i cut off our hanging out together thingy..but thanks people for giving me a great time...pics above yeah???theres only one thing left to say
a.m.s 4eva
Saturday, March 14, 2009 | 1:24 PM
wow this post is like my 210th post..woohoo..okok..so yesterday had drama and before that had lunch with ras,shehan and ehem..izza..oh and we played truth or dare and one of the questions from izza was"do u treat diana more than a bestie.."i smiled and then said diana was nothing but my bestest friend..and she smiled..well then had the run..okok..several mistakes and loads of people never come...firstly i completely forgot the props thingy and then thaikhoom,aqil and shazana were like.."yeah great job"but i was touched when we had to voice our opinion and shimin said"i think ahmad did a good job today"and truthfully i was touched..then when shazana said dat,valerie was like"its not ahmad's fault,we didnt ask for it"and again i was touched..well at least i noe my crews and drummer support me..thanks guys..i also wanna thank all those that came yesterday and well,i want to thank my crew especially:evelyn,calista,valerie and eve...thank you people so much..u noe wat..i had half the cast and ensemble absent but i had full crew..now we know which people are REALLY committed..okoik..and tday had school and everything and bused to the mosque followed ny kkh appointment and then walked to little india and then bused home..reached home,changed nad then began my daily dosage of sit ups..i want to get pacs and flatten my tummy..at the same time,practice for nafa..anywaes..next week probably i wont post coz its common test week..okok..gtg ready lah..bye2
Friday, March 6, 2009 | 8:38 PM
happy bdae shehan..be happy always and make others laugh!!!!!
Sunday, March 1, 2009 | 4:34 PM
hei readers..okok..had a fun weekend..on saturday had mendaki tuition in the morning and then went to fasha's place in tanah merah..(she wasnt there,only her cuzzie and their parents)..yeah stayed till like 5 and bused home to watch manja lara..oh yeah i wanna tell u my mio tv has unlimited channel access..yes!!!!astro aruna is quite fun..okok..back to the story..manja lara was well..lovely and sad..then this morning woke up late coz i was using the whole night making shehan's present..okokyup dats all..im updating something else above..its a tribute to my bestie..