have i changed?
am i a jerk now?
am i a disloyal friend?
do i change my taste of friends like a change clothes?
is it wrong to patch up my frenship wif syah and mira?
am i egoistic?
am i a stage manager that doesnt understand his artistants?
was i even your bestie?
im trying to hold on but u made me choose who to salvage
i chooose mira and syah
they never once put me down
they noe me well
they say im their laughing gas
all those fun times we had together
r u guys jeolous coz im moving on?
i miss the people who were always there for me
syah,mira,mai,syarfiqah,hadi,atiqah
i miss the old times..and im falling apart
vulnerable and powerless
am i still the same old ahmad that cared more
about everyone than himself?
am i still the person to be trusted?
my voice becomes one with the rain
and i dont noe what to do
Thursday, March 19, 2009 | 11:40 AM