ok gosh..just finished POA revision..argh..accounting rules r floating in my mind..okok..tagboard replies:im staying for good..and i dont care bout the club or anything..just gonna b keeping a low profile..god i really dont mind who becomes VP..im gonna go wif the flow and give whoever the person is d support..ive been doing some thinking and all and well i thought to myself "when i was SM,everyone garnered support for me,so mayb i should give this person,whoever he/she is d support that he/she needs."yup..dats dat..its hard to be on hiatus so im just balancing my time..got to pass POA..maths alamak..no hope sia..chemistry..okoklah..physics..hancur..social studies,titanic english and malay..can score higher..F&N??duno wat to say..im only good at eating not the facts..yeah..so i hope to try to get at least 6 passes..which i hope would happen..okmoving on to wat happened tday..had temperature taking in the morning lessons per normal..yadydadyda..then MT b4 recess..had mock exam..chicken feet sia but..(usually when there is a but,ure normally contradicting urself)..the kefahaman which is the comprehension is so tough lah can..like steel or should i say titanium..ok then POA was fun..i was like rushing to complete the assignments..like u have to complete 5 wrksheets in like a freaking 1 hour..so tiring..mentally tired lah..then after school tried to look for miss cheng but to no avail..then went to library do F&n then go lunch wif mirrah izza and ras and then bused hom so our senior amalina at inter..then reached ome solat asar and then study for POA,complete all hmwrk and finally blogging..oh gosh..just remembered dat i 4got to bring back the journal writing book..sheesh!!!gtg byeee!!!PS:maya binte zulkifli,get well soon bestie

so much for words r enough..okok..yesterday's performance was like awesome..heheheee..but ended then nobody brought down the crates and even my SM dissapeared into thin air..then chatted at the stagearts room with rachita and diana and locked the room up coz i waited for one hour..and nobody came..waste of time sia..then the teachers were still like "i need a favour."i mean helloo..im no longer SM lah rite???and i heard thaikhoom is the next VP so i should just leave the club for good..i dont see the fairness of the future drama committee..so i should just leave d club and become CCAless..coz im sure aqil's future administration just wont work out..i see biased people and rules..its unfair that we cant vote for our next VP..the unfairness of our club system..when is fairness ever going to come..???i simply quit..ok..moving on tday lessons per normal but since miss poh came in b4 POA nad demoralized the whole class,we just couldnt focus on our studies..guess miss toh knew how we felt and she said dat we shouldnt let it bother us coz apparently ALL teachers think the F class is much better than us..sheesh!!then after school went wif fellow 3gians to colllect can lids and i was pissed by then i duno y and i duno..im stressed wif life..GOD HELP ME!!!-

words would be sufficient to describe whats happenning now

• hiatus
• cyber diet
• MYE
• cash strapped
• family problems
• stressed with life..
• missing her
• health diet
• drama club problems
• favours have to be done when im not SM any longer
• drama vice presidential elections(in which were not ALLOWED to vote)
• wanna die!!!

helloo..apparently now,im updating only during the weekends..my heart is beating fast coz tmrw's our perfromance at the hall..i noe im not perfroming but im backstage crew so yeah..dats dat..power as SM would be relinquished tmrw at exactly 2.05pm..after that no more commitment to the club..so yeah..dats dat i guess..at least people would just stop talking bout me being SM..to all those who have cooperated wif me throughout the 8 months,thank u just so much..and i duno its sad that SM duties r ending soon..oh gosh,me and mai r like so close now and its ended..well at least me and mai dont need to have people complaining bout us ritee???u noe who this people r..and those who think u guys noe d standard of SYF,we just proved u wrong..i'll end wif dis

TO NURHAN,GET WELL SOON..AND MIRRAH,I'LL DO ALL I CAN TO HELP OUT

hellooo..okok..this week's updates..monday had IFD performance and 3g won 3rd place..hehehee..all our hardwork paid off man..then tuesday had nothing..thursday was SYF results at the library..was feeling scared and all but we managed to win SILVER BABE!!!!hahahaaa..so happy..tday is supposed to be speech day but im not attending or performing..monday is goingto be our club's solo performancelah..oh ya..and me,mirrah and ras are currently crazy with scrabble dude..okok..today was a bright and shiny day.mr tan was busy to attend to us during PE so i studied for POA test..gosh was it hard or wat sia..my head was like bursting with accounting rules and stuff..haizz..now were at the library computer and im updating..we just had a shortgame of scrabble..obviously mirrah won again..watever..but she's really good at it i tell u..ras on the other hand was complaining bout words like la and ur..heheheee..but she makes thegame fun to play..for me..today was quite fast going but with brandon,i think we could complete the game in 30 minutes but without him we took one hour..okok..ras wants to use the computer so i'll sign off for now..toodles...oh wait..we have exclusive view of today's marching in speech day..so toodles

hei,i was surfing youtube when i came across a whole wide selection of david archuleta songs..as a matter of fact there were lots and i listened to all but only 6 of those songs i like just so much..

1. crush
2. a little too not over you
3. barriers
4. desperate
5. to be with you
6. you can

well yeah..thats the 6 songs i never get tired to..so anywaes im gonna be practicing but my ipod's with mai..i miss it already..so i just download first lah..on mnday i put them into my ipod..oklah..toodles

seriously long time no blog..okok..heeee..yesterday had IPW..at serangoon gardens..the houses were like so enormous can..okok..split up with kenneth,wendy and joshua i was wif kenneth..oklah..but tiring sia..then this mrning had PE and i did my NAPFA..results r as follows..

helloo..long time no posstie-postie eh???anywaes..yesterday was just plain fun..at 11,left wif baby nisa and cik yah to changi chalet..arrived there and was greeted warmly..played charades wif cuzzies..blah blagh blah..and then at nite had bbq..uncle nizam brought an archery set and he attached the fire sparkles to the arrow and lighted it up and shot it into the air..was amazing really..well i have to learn to balance my frenships...haha..so heres wat im thinking..monday,wednesday and friday for drama peeps,tuesday and all the other days for my classmates..fair enough..im getting warm with ayuni and ashiqin..hahahaa..funny bunch really..suaidah,thanks u so so much..miss ya already..hehehee..guys get it straight,i never would treat any of my friends like spare tires..when im not there it just makes no difference..and izza..about that phonecall we had that day..im sorry..i was pissed and i just put down the phone..and i dont have anything against ruhaizad..and drama peeps..im having the moodswings season and i noe that u guys think im power hungry but as much as u dont like me being SM,neither do i..info to everyone..me and mai are SM until speech day and im starting to plan drama camp wif miss cheng's approval..syah,fiqah,plastiqah,mira,su,syiqin,ayuni,mai..thanks for all the great comforts guys..drama peeps..warm up okays..i think i should intruduce you people together..anywaes last announcement..ME AND MIRRAH HAVE A WEBCAST ON YOUTUBE..ITS CALLED WHOPEEWE!AND OUR FIRST SHOW IS ON MONDAY SO SATY TUNED FOR MORE UPDATES.,.

sorry for the offensive post..anywaes tday was SYF..i think we did good..so went back to school and ate at canteen..saw 3g..gosh feel guilty coz we were excused from class..and the whole drama club knows bout nicole and her evil deeds..so then mirrah and i started this new webcast on youtube tdya..but the image and sound quality very bad..so far we have mirrah,myself,ummairah and adilah as our filming team..once we get a better phone to record the show,i'll announce it here on this blog..anywaes..me and ras had a little fight..haiz..im just fed up..i dint say anything bout ending my frenship..and we practically kept quite..walked to the other 293 bustop and saw them..bet they were talking bout me....aiyah..i'll mjust keep a distance lah..i get hurt all the timr but soory to the two of you lah eh..and dont have to worry..im no longer SM

hello,today had drama..basically i was on my way back home when they called nad said we need help wif the crates..i ran back and helped out and meiyin's dad was very kind to give me a lift home.i read somebody's blog..it was a long time post and i just read it tday and it tells me how important i am to them..eh hello,YOU THINK BEING STAGE MANAGER IS SO FUN IS IT??SHAKE LEG AND DO NOTHING???DO U NOE ME AND MAI ARE FORCED TO BE STRICT WIF U?DO U NOE WHEN I LEFT U GUYS,I FEEL VERY TORN APART??IM HAVING MOOD SWINGS COZ IM TRYING TO SHOW U DAT IM STRONG BUT IN TRUE FACT I CANT HOLD BACK MY TEARS.U CAN ASK MY CLASSMATES..JUST NOW I WAS VERY IRRITATED,THE WHOLE DAY AND I JUST DUNO.I MEAN IZZA SAID I CANT BE TRUSTED B4 RITE??SO WATS THE POINT..IVE BEEN A SELFLESS PERSON ALL THIS WHILE AND IVE HAD ENOUGH..AND I APPRECIATE IT IF U STOP SAYING"SETAKAT BUDAK G"..AND PLEASE LAH EH,STOP SAYING THERES SOMETHING ON WIF ME AND SU COZ SHE;S NOW MY BESTIE.SO JUST STOP BEING SO BITCHY..no offence to diana and shehan..and mirrah..im just confused..ras im so sorry..izza.....i duno lah eh..SO GOODBYE FOR NOW FAGGOTS

okok..im feeling random..heres some pics extracted from other blogs..these people here always make my day.they bring me laughter and happinness.at the same time they boost my attitude and confidence.thanks for being there people
A.M.S FOREVER

heyah..hahahaha..okok..today was plain fun..lessons per normal today but after school had international frienship day training..was like fun lah..oklah..at 12.30 like dat,me,mai and ayuni went to tampines mall to get someone something..tmrw is SYAH'S BIRTHDAY..reached TM..bought that thingy and ate at KFC..then bused back to school for IFD.was very tired sey..i danced..then ended at 4pm..then me,syah,yunie,su,and mai relived our sec 1f concerts...hahahaa..fun lah sey..then bused home with syah..tmrw skipping mendaki again..coz going F&N course at the culinary academy..atiqah if you r reading this..please send me the powerpoint slides through email..thatsall for now..so long yaw