nothing much happenning today except the parent's-teacher's meeting tonight which i am so "looking forward" to attend..haiz..duno lah..im so confused this days..ive been doing lots of thinking and ive realized that these few months,ive been allowing my heart to control me rather than my mind,so when i cant control the situation,my emotions just go berzerk and thats not good is it???so few days ago.i was intoduced to the C.O.P.E.S method which in fact acts like a cage to imprison and control my emotions to allow my mind to actually take over the situation just in time.well its the new me.a much calmer person i guess..but of course the cage that C.O.P.E.S build inside me is still not that strong..my emotions are seriously like a creature that lashes out at even innocent people.something like the phoenix in jean grey..something like dat lah.the more i apply C.O.P.E.S,the more my emotions get berzerk..well dats it so i'll see u the next time we meet
<<<<~~~AHMAD~~~>>>>
you dont know the pain and anguish i feel
you cant help me control myself
coz its a war that rages
inside of me
and only i can finally stop it but im not ready
or am i??

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The name is Ahmad Asyraf Abdullah
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