ok...helloo..heres the dedications i promised..sorry ah eh..blogger cant upload my pics so nvermind..the dedications shall go on..i'll start randomnly lah..coz like syah said,every1 means lots to me..so first up..
syah-thank you for the awesome three years..and for being there with meas a listening ear and all..yups were the most like kecoh people around and we like to make music videos..im glad i met you

hazmira-yups..ure name states it all.3 years of in the same class,thanks for being ny bestie just as equal as syah,thanks for wiping my tears off me whenever i cry,thanks for tolerating me when ever i shout at you and thanks for all those counselling sessions where u usually forget the whole objective

yuni-hah..i started talking to you this year only but hei,thanks for always breaking the ice in the group,without you rite,we all feel very down one..of course lah..

su-we got off on the wrong foot this year and i noe that no matter what i do,u can never accept me as to who i am.i noe behind my back,u say i dont chnage when i SMSed u all that i will.and i noe you think you know the others more than i do.i oso know that you want those sec 2 days back but just bcoz theres know group doesnt mean we cant be friends and that theres nothing in our friendship.i wont want to cause trouble so im not gonna be the same with you ok??

mai-thanks for always being there when i ask you to follow me,thanks for always defending me,tolerating my anger,my attitude and my shouts.thanks for always being a listening ear and the keeper of my past..thanks for also always being very supporting and truthful just like the others.im sorry if ive hurt you in any way and i hope you guide me to the path of happiness and the new me

fiqah-although i only noe u this year,im glad i met u.thanks for all those mornings of"wanna buy water??"and all those comforting words whenever i feel down,im glad to have met an angel like you.thanks and stay cheerful always

atiqah-again,i met u this year for the first time..thanks so much for those comforting words,those laughters nad the "zaza"behaviour.i dont think anyone can replace u at all

krisha-thanks for telling me what you noe,comforting me and all those hugs..thanks so much..again ure one in a million and very unique

hidayah-yeah..supportive,thank u for those wild laughters and for putting up a smile for me everytime when im down

mirrah-thks for always being very supportive of me and for being honest and truthful..the drama queen lives on

ras-haiyah..this gurl ah..thanks for always listening to me when i call you..i wanna do that again sometime soon..

izza-duno wat to say..but thanks for the jokes and those laughters we shared

shehan-thanks for everything!!!!immitator lah tu..always copying my actions,,

diana-best punyer..thanks for everything,uve done so much that i cant type it all out..thanks

alhanis-thanks for being undersanding towards me..and fighting to change people

hariz-thanks for all those smses and advices on GF's..helps little but still..

maisarah drama-hey..long time never crap wif u..stay cheerful and thnaks for tolerating my craps
last but not least
feeq-thanks for everyting in drama..my feelings fer u have never changed abit but obviously i need to give u space and time..so yeha..stay cheerful always yeah??
i believe thats all..wait2..maya..
maya-thanks for all those very nice advises and well i wish we can hang out more..
thats all..toodles!!!

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well its been a long time since i blogged..so heres not exactly an update..currently in school with acit and maisarah..so were all very bored people and well we started this harry potter topic and somebody said that ginny weasley has white hair..funny rite???(:..eh wait b4 dat went lunch wif hulk..pink hulk..purple hulk went study then hazmira got NPCC..haiz..then that su got tuition..btw..when i get home later,i'll give my dedications to certain people whom i feel deserve to be commented on..now samuel is breathing down my neck coz he asking us bout the yearbook and mai got torects liao..confirm later kena beat up..haiz..yesterday rite..the maria hertogh case,i was member of jury..then just now,me and fiqah semangat ready give our verdict sekali that judge miss aznida never agree with us sia..walao eh..but overall very happy lah although got this very world guy named hariz who was very enthu about winning the case..he very sian one lorh..want to stepc ool lah..oh yeah..during PE,my team won against hariz's team and drawed with samuel's..hhahhaa..i keep dropping the blog..gosh..got this very melodious sound and smell coming from rasyid..i think ah..he just farted liao..never mine..not stinky but i tink can smell the chicken bun..then ritee..today never see HER smile..miss her smile leh...never even see her in class lor..sedih sia..she only smiled during PE that time but very like short smile..and riteee.. i miss maisarah my lil sis in sec 2..miss ure craps liao leh..we long time never crap...my notebook kena stolen by duno who coz i cant find it...haiz..ok laio..dowan post alot later at nite no space to blog..klah..byeeeee!!!!!

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will blog when i have time!!!Busy with life...its considered an update ritee??hahhaa..ok..im surprised kunjung and hydir sang a song from HSM..u two rock liao..win,win,win!!!!!!

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well??this is it fer today,...two of my favourite music videos that most likely represents my current feelings..from now on,i'll be using music vids to represent me k???so dat i cant really hurt anybody's feelings..

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nothing much happened today except,syah me,kamal and another friend of kamal's went to watch HP6..dats it..

the fact is that i simply love you
he made u promises but gave u lies
and i noe ure shutting me out
coz u think im going to be another mistake
i need u to noe that i love you just like he did
mayb even more..
mayb ure a fantasy,
a dream when im feeling down
but trust me,ure smile makes my day go smooth
ure eyes make me melt
ure prescence,enlightens my mood
ure the only cure for this heart..

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everything positive that we had together is only a dream..
everything negative,is a nightmare
so what exactly is reality in our friendship?
why do we still have doubts bout each other??
y must we just not faithfully trust??
why must we whisper??
why must we be always hiding??
mayb its just human beings..
im sorry if ive been hurting u guys all this while
but its me..
i noe my prescence is not wanted so mayb...

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this song by david archuleta will tell u girl how much u mean to me..its called waiting for yesterday.its also a vow

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today was a very great day..started wif SS..in which i finished my homework!!hahahhaa..yeah me..then after that was malay..fine..forgot to do malay homewrk so ya kena sindir lah bout this blog lah..ask how come i like blog lah..but generally he said got bangla picture and got his name..i checked..i got no bangla picture and no names mentioned...got lah but it was praising wat..then we have to do karangan narrative by tomorrow..i better do b4 i kena sindir again..then was recess..no mood to eat coz everything was boring then was POA..oooh..very dry but can manage..after that was...forgot liao..oh yeah chem..hehhee..duno how to do mr nernard's wksheet so after school stayed back for his lesson..after chem was finally geography..was very fun lah..i got evrything correct!!!yeah..then bell rang,so chemistry started..then yeah i noe how to do liao..so proud!!!then drama..we did P.T today..but friday is voice training..then it was home..some classmates said,delete the blog..i wont..coz i did not do anything wrong and its nothing to be scared of..oklah..want to do malay karangan b4 anugerah starts..so long...

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well then helloo..well ive got nothing to blog about..so yeah basically woke up early in the morning,showerd blahblah and then went marina barrage for sunrise..i left home like at 4am..met uncle at carpark and we drove out..my cuzzies were there but the barrage opened at 5am..dats coz my uncle's PUB's personnel..so yeah we went to the open air watched the sunrise..then like i kinda let go all my emotions and all..so yeah.yesterday was stargazing at marina barrage too..got fireworks from NDP rehearsal..cool sia..then dats dat lah..thats it..ooh..just this evening,went geylang to buy malay traditional slippers for tomorrow..and dats dat..well at least its an update..

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I NOE THE TRUTH NOW..IM HATED,UNWELCOMED BETWEEN U GUYS!!NOT INVITING DOESNT MEAN HATING..I SIMPLY 4GOT.AND YOU,THAT SOMEONE WHOM I REALLY DO TRUST MORE THAN OTHERS,I CANT BE TRUSTED??ONLY SIMPLY I TOLD FIQAH SOMETHING SHE HAD THE RIGHTS TO NOE??WAT IS DIS??Y DOES OUR FRIENDSIP HAVE LOTS OF SECRETS,LIES?WHY???WHY AM I TREATED LIKE THIS??WAT WRONG HAVE I DONE??IM FAITHFUL,IVE NEVER BACKSTABBED ANY OF YOU..I NOE U WANT THE SEC 2 YEARS BACK I NOE IM NOT WELCOMED BUT WHY HIDE IT FROM ME??Y REVEAL THIS TO ME,AFTER IVE BEEN SO DEMORALIZED BY FAMILY,VULNERABLE TO ALL PROBLEMS,MOODSWINGS..ITS A SIGN IM GONNA BURST AND THIS IS IT..I CAN ONLY TAKE A 100% SO DONT PUSH URE LUCK AND GIVE ME 150%..I NEED TO HEAL,I REALLY DO BUT HOW CAN I DO THAT IF ALL THE WHILE,IM HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN..U LIKE TO TELL OTHERS BOUT THEIR ATTITUDES SO WHY DONT U TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SEE THE DAMAGE THAT WILL FOREVER BE BEHIND U.U ACT NICE IN FRONT OF ATIQAH AND FIQAH,U DISLIKE HER WHEN SHE'S HANGING OUT WIF THEM AND U EVEN FEEL LEFT OUT!!!EVER PUT URESELF IN MY SHOES??HUH??THTS IT..ITS THE END

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ONE MORE THING!!!!PLEASE VISIT FRIZZLEDLINE..IT BELONGS TO HILDIANA AND HAS THE LATEST "IN" THINGS..VISIT OK??ITS FOR GALS LAH..BUT I JUST HELP ADVERTISE

well there..hellooo..how many days have i not updated???cant seem to remember..today was an extremely wonderful day..in the mrning,PE..we played trouchball..fun giler sia!!!then after that was english..was supposed to finish the argumentative essay but me,evelyn & cheryl slacked like totally..then halfway through me & rasyid got called for dental appoinment..they cleaned my teeth and it bled..not to mention its still painful till now..then went back for POA..oso slacked..then recess..after that was maths...had a damn painful headache..mr lim sent me to the atrium to be quarantined..sheesh..gave me panadol and i dozed of on the sofa..cikgu rohasan came along and gave me the test paper..he said do it at home..then he asked if i was ok and left back to class..at 12.30,went back to class..toook back and then me,hillarry,rasyid and mai taxied to century square to catch HP6..amazing!!!a must watch..it explains more about voldemort's past so people who didnt read the book wont understand..then now im homee..im still like sewing my baju kurung for monday..its blue!!!yay!!!

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yo world!!!!ok so anywaes just now was nothing then yeah..we went home at 4.30pm then bussed to interchange wif syah and mira to top up syah's concession pass then went popular,montip and home sweet home..harry potter &the half blood prince oni mai confirm.. i asked hillarry along.. so dats all..the.others dowan to go..im so sad...ok then thats all..

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well helloo..today had IPW but everybody couldnt make it and so i did it alone..coz joshua didnt turn up..it was a success..although quite short but i tried my best!!!!then at 4++ met su,mira and mai at classroom..i turned on the song down there..lo que soy..mira sang and sang the wrong thing..she sang lo que sway..and i laughed then we ate karipap and drank and then we laughed our heads off..then su went home..mira,syah,mai and me went off at 5.40pm..then sent syah to bustop and accompanied mira on bs 29..then went popoular to buy my earpiece then went home..I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTER 6!!!!ANYONE WHO IS FREE ON FRIDAY PLEASE TAG ME ON MY TAGBOARD

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ok..today woke up real early to take a bus to labrador park..ooh..was very eerie lah..i mean the tunnel dat we went in..but the wind was just plain breezy..very fun..liao..then after dat went home lah..so now,im here..and thts it..well at least its a post..mai and su,i want my songs!!!!hehehehee..im still pokai..so no money to pay hillarry..haiz..i want more money!!!!and and my HP like siao siao ready..so yeah dats dat..gdbyeee!!i want u all to catch this video..its by demi lovato..its spanish and cooler in this language

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ok..helloooo..firstly..happy bdae kamal..may all ure wishes come true..geesh..i duno u dat well lah but happy birthday..then ritee..today had mendaki..hahhaa lame sia..we were discussing the H1NI..so..anywaes dats it lah..
to YOU
i havent forgotten my promise,
and i will never
my heart still beats as fast when ure close
im speechless when i look at you
coz i truly love you
i duno wat or y
but simply i just like you
ure the reason that im still waiting
and waiting.
people think its a waste of time
but i dont
coz only i noe d reason y i truly love.
let the ocean dry up
let the sky break
let it rain for 1 year non stop
i still love you
let people say watever they wanna say
i still love you
months have gone by
days and nights..
im still waiting
to see u in the light
i can see u and me
spending time by the beach
spending all our time together,
laughing and doing watever.

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well nothing much happened today just did another music vid and it was ttn then now home..ok yeah so its my 315th post..the 400th post would be a stroll doen memory lane..yup the cricked and treachourous lanes of memories..this blog has been a witness to all happy,sad,angry and fun times we had.its a witness to our fights.its a symbol of my pure lameness plus it never fails to report wat im doing.its been with me for almost three years now..first started from stressedwithlife.blogspot.com then changed to futurepolitician94.blogspot.com and finally,my current one..credits to maya for starting off these blog in early september 2007..and i noe its boring and all but well..anywaes HARRY POTTER &THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE..im targeting that one..wanna go???well dats dat i guess..

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no..get lost!!!urgh my face..stop,stop!!

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guess what??i am now a supporter of hydir coz he leaves at my block..4th floor..cool ritee???i hope he wins..everybody,vote for hydir..coz he's the best..criously ah..im so proud sey..coz hydir is number number 1..lets pray for him to win!!!anywaes..today was a great day..school as per normal and then bussed home..scariest part was at syah's bustop at the red block..got this 1 guy lah..he approach me,mira nad sayh and ask silly questions..its was hillarious but scary sey..tonite is anugerah and i hope hydir wins this year coz he got potential to win!!!and coz indirectly,he's my neighbour..go hydir go!!!!

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hellooo..today had fun lah..ok woke up like effing late..at 9+ than met mira at the bustop then walked and crapped till we met syah at the interchange..then met fad,ayuni and su..we boarded the train and met maya and kamal at bedok..then went to raffles place or what su actually called raffles city...trained to marina bay then to marina barrage..oklah..the weather was very hot liao..reached the barrage,played at the fountain..i was wettest of them all..wait!!!b4 dat was our 5* meal..of epok-epok,chips and crackers and champagne..no alh fruit punch..then after that went up to change..followed by the tour of the marina barrage gallery which was uber fun..then went out bought snapple and finally went to the rooftop for madness,,then took mrt back to raflles place and went kampung gelam..to pray zohor and went fer lunch..then went to bugis street!!yawn!!!yups boring,a place not fer me..then shopped at bugis junction..legs were falling apart then finally go macs..fer so called snacks..i had cheeseburger and hot fudge sundae and lemon tea..the others had cinammon melts which was simply a joyful melt in the mouth sensation then mrtied home..and thats dat..thats all lah..then now at home lah..cuzzie very irritatingvery very..go home only she want me to entertain her every needs including wanting the cheeseburger i brought home..haiz..irritating ah..she's such a suckup to my parents..haiz..life like dat..pics at nite lah..oh yeah i havent do homework..nvm lah..

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im back on track and im just me..fiqahh,i seriously hope u can come tomorrow..coz syah would be happy...tmrw at 9.30 people,bring extra clothes..had a small fight wif somebody today..through an sms..both people dowan somebody to tag along..saying that another person will feel abandoned.to that person who feels abandoned so much y can u just join the fun and not brood over something thats not even true.coz if u htink ure abandoned,that wat i feel??the thing bout frenship is dat,its so much deep and cmplex that sometimes it leaves u hurt and lost..the confession i felt was utterly stupid..what was i thinking??reuniting people against all odds..making us all come together..saying things that hurt people even shedding a tear all bcoz of utter sadness and regret..yup its me..always sacrificing but never getting something in return..sometimes im just thinking,why am i exactly doing all this..is it my benefit or is it for some1 else..who are my true and loyal friends??i just duno...coz its seems al those thanks are very empty words..i expected u to be a best friend but u said were close friends..i noe u still think i like you but i really dont..i wanna put away the past..i have long put back our history..i dowan our friendship to be simply a history written in books as an example to the next generations..im willing to even stand up and give everyone that support..comfort them when ure down..pass u a tissue when ure crying..hug you if ure sad and i will even kick u when ure an asshole..if you bitch bout me,i'll give it back to you..thats it fer now

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helloo people..i duno but im definetly looking forward for monday..we'll see how it goes..anywaes about yesterday..this boy called imran made syah fall from the chair and i think she hurt her shoulders..never in my 3 years in dunman has syah cried and she broke the record yesterday....well unfortunately,she went back home and i was left souless and moody but i still need time alone coz its just one of those things so heres a message to all

due to unforeseen events,this blog is temporarily closed..be back soon!!!!

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i guess the confession was just a waste of time..i duno lah..dont have anything else to blog about coz im not myself..i duno why but i just dont have the mood to do anything..im just so confused lah fer no apparent reason..i duno what it menas but i feel like as htough im dying of thirst but i just duno..i guess this blog is gonna be dead for quite sometime..so just leave me as i am..coz its me..coz im confused and all i wanna do is really to talk to that someone that would understand why im feeling like this..i mean i duno lah..im in utter confusion..thats dat..goodbyee

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reading back maya,,hazmira and my 2007 blog archives make me cry and remember the past..i want that to happen again coz i never wanna grow up..i want us to be together forever just the same..i want it back..i want to go back in time..i want to play tarzan the monkeyman..sing gtg my own way at the corridors,do D&T again..joke and laugh again..i want that back!!!!!

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hellooo..so how are we all doing..nothing mcuh happenned today except the fun that we had..tmrw's my turn to confess to syah and the others..and monday mayb got the picnic plans wif maya,and all.since apparently its youth day..i duno where but i thought of bringing feeq along..if ure readin this,u want to go??its people ure not comfortable wif ah but u noe i just thought of it not that theres anything lah..but its just asking..ooh and rite,tmrw got PE..so booriingg!!haiz..coz life's like dat..well dats it lah..coz apparently nothing else to blog about..so yeah gdbyee!!!!

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