im back on track and im just me..fiqahh,i seriously hope u can come tomorrow..coz syah would be happy...tmrw at 9.30 people,bring extra clothes..had a small fight wif somebody today..through an sms..both people dowan somebody to tag along..saying that another person will feel abandoned.to that person who feels abandoned so much y can u just join the fun and not brood over something thats not even true.coz if u htink ure abandoned,that wat i feel??the thing bout frenship is dat,its so much deep and cmplex that sometimes it leaves u hurt and lost..the confession i felt was utterly stupid..what was i thinking??reuniting people against all odds..making us all come together..saying things that hurt people even shedding a tear all bcoz of utter sadness and regret..yup its me..always sacrificing but never getting something in return..sometimes im just thinking,why am i exactly doing all this..is it my benefit or is it for some1 else..who are my true and loyal friends??i just duno...coz its seems al those thanks are very empty words..i expected u to be a best friend but u said were close friends..i noe u still think i like you but i really dont..i wanna put away the past..i have long put back our history..i dowan our friendship to be simply a history written in books as an example to the next generations..im willing to even stand up and give everyone that support..comfort them when ure down..pass u a tissue when ure crying..hug you if ure sad and i will even kick u when ure an asshole..if you bitch bout me,i'll give it back to you..thats it fer now

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The name is Ahmad Asyraf Abdullah
I am a proud stagearts drama artistant
Friends are the most important thing next to family!
Single,(070410) will be remembered
I’m 16
One year older every 23rd march
If you meet me outside,say hello,i wont eat you up
I’m a StuDent/fwen in dunman Secondary, A Son in tampines
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DRAMA is passion
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