u noe,all i ever wanted was that girl,that would cheer me up
and just when i get that girl,she dissappears
sayang,ure very matured in ure thinking
and dats wat i love you for
we have the same idol
but now i know that all those said words were seemingly empty
all i was before was a bridge to link you and him
u got close to me only because i have a friendship with him
yes he deserves you more than i do
he's more charming,nice to look at
i thought i would bring you to malaysia tomorrow for our family road trip
i though i could finally say"people,this is the girl i love"
but i cant,coz u belong with someone else now
i know HE really doesnt want you
i know the truth
but i dont want to make him upset
he's still my idol
my mentor,
my neighbour
you failed to make me hate him
and i know he doesnt want to accept you coz he feels guilty
that he has to hurt me to get to you
im still hydiryfic
i still am
so step back,and let the curtains fall
its the end of our drama
a drama that was a fairytale
im sick and tired of people playing with my emotions
im not like other guys,i know
but i have feelings as a human being
i still have the rights to love
you broke my heart into pieces
and its hurt,
now i feel i can never love no more
it really does hurt deep inside
i wasnt a jerk,
i cared for you
i loved you
and i trusted you so much
dont bother calling me
for now,ure just my junior
ure from a different school
and ure just a girl
im sick and exhausted with life
please save me the trouble and just backstab me into pieces

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The name is Ahmad Asyraf Abdullah
I am a proud stagearts drama artistant
Friends are the most important thing next to family!
Single,(070410) will be remembered
I’m 16
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