sumting u shud see..it was long time ago..but watch it yeah??

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it's my fave song and the most encouraging song
to ignite the flame of studying
well yeah..it means something
in this song,they say "why does love always feel like a battlefield?"
in my case it's"why does studying always feel like a battlefield?"
same concept..
so here it is,Battlefield by Jordin Sparks

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hei..today and tmrw are my final rest days coz it's weekends..heres my study plan,one week,one subject starting next week with maths..saturday and sunday rest days..altogether it will take me approximately 33-4 weeks after which i have drama camp in which i'll still bring books to study in between..i wanna thank miss thong and mr kang for fighting fer me,i will cherish this chance given to me,i wanna thank miss thong for allowing rasyid and me to see you for maths..appreciate it lots and i oso want to thank suu for calling me up and asking bout my lessons which she wants to attend to cheer me and rasyid on....so eyah..the battlefield is ready,so let's get armoured up to fight yeah???together we'll pass this exam right rasyid??

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hei..i'm given a chance to take a re-exam during december,fer now,while i still can,i'm planning my plans fer revision..i must do well and i must work hard..i hope people would give me support and cheer me on and burn that flame inside me to study hard..i have to..if not....

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glad that school's over
after two days of bearing with sarcasm,
i finally got the end result:a migrane..
i have to go KKH exercise programme,
friday prayers,
parents-teachers meeting..
and im having migrane,,ouch..reallyy
kk..i got 1/2 an hour to rest so better do so..
byeee
p.s:tonight is the results if im going to sec 4..
i'll blog bout it later..

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life's a climb,but the view is great
~miley cyrus

love dis quote

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enjoy this version of the climb.

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i need a break,figuring out smethings
scared of being retained
and SOMEBODY IN 3F has to stop slumping people around
and stop acting innocent,u think u can blow up,
by all means..

Ahmad 'Micheal'Fiss Lei Brandt

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very pissed of wif mum and dad.the rmoved my keyboard from the PC.so i cant use MSN.so then,now,im using the on-screen keyboard..sheesh..theyr gonna suffer i tell u..i aint gonna help mum wif her emails coz I DNT HAVE A BLOODY KEYBOARD,IF I DNT BLOG TMR,IT MEANS I HAVE NO MOUSE.gosh....

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to everyone who misses that special someone,
to the one i truly miss
to Kak Lin,whom will always remain in my heart though ure gone
to grandad,who left too early
to Uncle Rahmat,who left me crying on ure deathbed
to everyone whom i truly miss,
enjoy the song by miley cyrus titled I Miss You

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I'm lost
I dont Know why is it that,
i have different personalities
Ahmad in school
Asyraf to family and old friends
Asyraf made an impact on the world in people's lives
Ahmad,was cool and cared bout only those closest to him
Asyraf loves the colour Red
Ahmad loves Blue
and yet both had a common goal,
to be happy and enjoy living life
but as years go by,
Asyraf seems like a thing of the past
and decisions are made by Ahmad
who am i really??
i know i cant detach Ahmad from Asyraf
and vice versa
coz likewise,both are part of me
and i'll never have a normal life if one is missing
who is dominant??
nobody,now,both Ahmad and Asyraf r the same
both make mistakes,both have the same problems
oh god,show me whats right and who's better
y am i even in a battle of personalities??

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to everyone who is feeling down or affected by any disaster,here my personal favourite by a very talented teen,i give you the one and only teens star that is my ultimate inspiration,Nick Jonas..it definetely made me cry..

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hei readers,haiz..lots of things are happenning in my life that make me smile and grin 24/7..i cant wait for drama camp and all..but im still worried about my results,would i go up to sec 4???haiz..very worrying..either than that,everything is fine and shud be how it is suppossed to be..ok people..bye2

I Love My Angah Very Very Much

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i suspect i'm gonna be retained next year??mayb..hopefully not but i think im gonna be retained coz i failed almost everything..haizzzz!!life as it is

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no comments from my side,
i dont wanna listen to people saying theve lost their patience
i dont wanna care if i dont have to
i dont wanna give my opinions if they are not appreciated..
what is going on with my life??
crisis after crisis
hate it,but i have to deal with it
i have to say what has to said
and do what has to be done
i'm off to save more lives b4 they step and make the wrong step

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to the both of you,
stop the insults
u two are both wrong as how i look at it
why did you have to call all of them sluts??
why did YOU have to mention and quote it from her blog??
why r u both fighting bout something so silly??
if you guys dont patch up,i'll force you to seat and say everything out
and u wont be able to leave until u can get along
so better do it fast or i'll blow my top

gosh,now i have a migrane..baik per???

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had a long day today..haiz....k met the members of A.M.M.S at the school's dance studio danced until like 3+ then i turned on the radio,to our surprise they were playing send it on on 98.7 FM..then after that we went tampines mall..blahblah..then b4 dat went macs..then yeah dats it..it's been a long day and i wanna rest for tmrw..well that's it..bye

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No existe un momento del dia (Not a moment of the day exists)
En que pueda apartarte de mi (In which you are apart from me)
El mundo parece distinto (The world seems different)
Cuando no estas junto a mi (When we are not together)
No hay bella melodia (There is no beautiful melody)
En que no surjas tu (that does not bring you to mind)
Ni yo quiero escucharla (and I dont want to listen)
Si no la escuchas tu (Without you listening too)

spanish in blue,transalation in red

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hei guys..today marks the end of our end of years..celebrates!!!!!!!!!!...but obviously there will still be the results part..gosh..ohkay..just now F&N paper was uber easy but i think i flopped it..after which went counselling with miss tan,i need to find the thing that triggers my anger..then slacked at the dance studio in school..learned dance steps to the hoedown showdown or is it throwdown..i duno.yeah than at 3.30pm,we left our own ways for home,and i'm here now..and thats that???hmm..cant wait for drama camp!!!!!!it's gonna be greattt..okays..thats it..gdbyeee

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yoo!!! lazy to update so enjoy this song i found on youtube by yours truly,VARSITY FABCLUB >screams<..its called..right back where i started..enjoy yeah???

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happy birthday zac erfon,and me!!!!!!!!!!!Unofficial bdae lah people..fer me lah..yeah..mum wished me tooo...first wisher,izza....hahahahahahaha

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yo people..currently preparing for perjumpaan hari raya at whampoa CC..i'm seriously sick of all this but u get free food..so yeah i'm going..i wnat double chocolate frappe...anyone want it too??wait i here a distant cry of i want frm atiqah..hahahha..yeha i owe you one double chocolate frappe..mayb soon ok??ohkay..not studying tday coz it's rest day..so tmrw will do the studying..aiayah F&N oni mah rite??i am what i eat what ritee???ok..i am so damn bored that the sudden urge to study is there..hmmm???follow instincts or not??i duno..well,well,well???okok..i think better study lorgh..rites..byee then

signing off,
Ahmad Micheal Fiss Lei Brandt

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how???enjoy tak the songs??haiz..been busy spending time on the preparation for drama camp's gala nite..i duno what kind of approach we shud use..and best thing of all,deadline tmrw..i need extension!!!!!!!kk..hari raya is coming to an end,and dad's been laying out plans for the future..he expects me to get a car so that i may transport him everywhere..oklah..i want a car..it's gonna be fun u noe..then dad's talkiing bout future education and where i want to go..which course to take and so on..so yeah..i gave all my duit raya to dad ready to store inside my bank..i'm left with a few bucks enough to buy me a new earpiece..yes ah..i miss kak farah so much..she's currently in australia..well it's been a very hectic and tiring day..and i'm still cracking my brains..so i gotta go and take a break and have a kit kat..no lah..lame sia ahmad..kk this is it..gdbyeee

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Goodbye to satellites and blue skies

With starry nights

I'm packin up

It's time I turned away

And if staying was all you want

I'm praying this wasn't love

Could you meet me at the park

For one more day

And I'm saying this now

Before I might risk to scream too loud

A goodbye kiss will surely drown the noise out

Any old way

And I'm pushing it down

Ready to cry my whole heart out

The worst is falling back

To the place you knew was sound*

When it's over, over

You say that it's even more

Closer, closer

Turning over feelings you wanted to throw away

Wanted to throw in my face

And I'm over, over waiting for you to get

Closer, closer

Causing all the words that

Matter, matter

Running out of time to

Play this game

eh eh

eh eh

eh eh

eh eh

And I'm sorry I can't ignore this feeling

I'm running towards

My heart's been numb

And I want it back the same

And I'll try this one simple favor but I noticed

I'm not your savior

My wings have been pinned down all day

And im saying this now

Before I might risk to scream too loud

A goodbye kiss will surely drown the noise out

Any old way

And I'm pushing it down

Ready to cry my whole heart out

The worst is falling back

To the place you knew was sound

When it's over, over

You say that it's even more

Closer, closer

Turning over feelings you wanted to throw away

Wanted to throw in my face

And I'm over, over waiting for you to get

Closer, closer

Causing all the words that

Matter, matter

Running out of time to

Play this game

eh eh

I know this is deeper than how you wanted

And I can't complain

It's more than you should ever know

Oh, can't you see?

I'm crying for home

Home, home

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listen to this,i dont usually listen to this kind of music but this one is just so niceee

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i regret what has happenned today
i'm going off into who knows where
to find myself
i do love my family
i do love my friends
and the only reason i didnt answer back
was coz i didnt want to hurt anyone
the only reason i resulted to violence was coz i lost control
i need space and time now
i accept fully whatever that is about to befall me
i accept it if the trust is lost
and if everyone looks at me in a way
people ive talked to today say
i shouldnt beat myself down like this
but i do feel the guilt
and i'm only left with the confessions of a broken heart

brb with a better person geared up
till now,on hiatus
Ahmad

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i'm thankful for the second chance,
feels like being reborn from the ashes
it's a new me re-walking the path to happinness
but a lil bit unhappy coz my parents were brought in
with the new me coming up,
i realize that hiding under a mask wont help much
and so,i'm still awaiting your answer
that you'll accept me
i literally stood true to you
i waited for ure love
i need you..

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today ended paper early and so we went to mac's to makan..i had a mega mcspicy and two double chocolate frappe..gerek per???then we went open plaza to camwhore..my photography is used fer today tau..after i edit,i'll put it up..then wew went white sands/pasir ris library..blahblah,su went home then we walked all around..sen yuni to her car then we went of to pasir ris elias CC..checked space for dance studio,cannot..then went to tampines north CC..cannot oso but gave us the numbers for all the other CC's..so we called while walking to my place..where we had drinks and muruku..made stuff for A.M.M.S then they went home..b4 dat,called mrs neo to ask her if we could use the dance studio after the exams..she say can..eoohoo!!!!ok then that's it..gdbyeeee

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yaw!!!i am bored..okok..finished geog revision but i''m sensing another fail..tmr'w late day so i'm listening to varsity fanclub's like i always do which is the new version u noe..nice..the whole club sang u noe..niceee..really..go check it out

i know i messed up baby V
and i can see that you still think about me
so why do you act like you dont care?
like all this love between us wasnt there?
i know that u're upset,
i know i did you wrong
i know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused
but in the end
it just comes down to just one thing
it's you and me against the world

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i need you to understand the situation

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forget me,currently on permanent leave
yeah,i'm a hell of a guy
yeah i'm a jerk
yeah i'm not like all other guys
that's that
the test has been passed
i got my answer that i've always wanted
ure not the angel you used ot be
i want the old you back
i want those times
but i know deep down the chances are damn slim
all those laughs,smiles were only plastered on
i was only acting,i was never happy

gone too soon

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fellow readers,plese log on to www.one.org to help fight poverty..yups!!ok so nothing much but mirrah,thanks,it rings a loud bell now..yups..finally solved the mystery of syakur..we know each other,..never remember ah??oh well u might remember mirrah..kan mirrah??earthquake..ahhahaha!!basket sia..long story that cant be cut short..the first time i met mirrah was at mercu..and it was great..turns out,we've been in the same nur kindergarten..amazing ritee???so she's so far the person that has the most connections with me..then the day i saw her at dunman was just shocking..alamak,si earthquake sekolah dunman..ahahaha...not to mention qistina oso..,she's from mercu..god,missed those days..,me and mercu pals used to buy BBT with pearls and then spit the pearls through the straws..best tau..gosh,those were the days..well thats it i guess..

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hellooo!!!!!tday was an uber slack day..started of after the papers with chem revision..exciting yet boring..then went mira's place for raya..that was uber fun..and the food was uber niceee..sadly,syah had to go off coz had to meet syakur..then after that like 1/2 an hour later,we went home..reached home,changed and went to eat swensens with baby V to celebrate our1st ex-monthsary today..then went home and sleep..haiya..very slacked..tmrw's gonna be filled with revision..ok..that's dat..toodle puffs!!

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update on life???nothing much,shall not go into detail..preparing fer the first stage of war on tmrw's MT and english paper!!!i'm so stressed!!!!have to pass,have to pass!!!ok,that's dat,except theres a new family feud..yups,i wasn't prepared but i knew there comes a time where someone will ask if i'm part of the family..so sad..but right now,my focus is on the EOY's..after that,can enjoy fully ritee???okok..that's all..gdbye felow readers

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i got new handphone!!!!1and new number!!1hahhahahaa.a.ystrday jlan raya was uber fun..one of mum's friend turns out to be farihin's aunt..trkjut kan??ok b4 dat went to kak nana's house where me and my nephew and niece,adam and nisa(the newly born one,not the one at home)played..kecoh sia..fun lah..i wnat go there again..so maybe lah..tday jlan rayaing on my father's side..boring!!!coz i m not close to them..so how??ay..ok..gtg now..byeee

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i got nothing to say..
something about you so addictive.
and i want you back.

hari raya updates on other blogs

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