yaw!!!ok..just finished packing bags fer camp..and just did some logistics stuff lah..so yeha thats all ah..got nothing else to blog about..notice sumtin???my song is the same one as mai adik..hahaha..purposely chose that song hahahah...ish3..hahaha..ok nothing much to say and all lah so yeah...thats all..

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how long have i not blogged??im unsure..anywaes,tday woke up early to meet mai adik and her group othello for their group meeting which i hosted in the comfort of my home..then they left at 1.30 all except tian poh who stayed behind.liyana came soon after and she had to withdraw money so while she went to withdraw,me,mai and tian poh played blind mice but sumtin funny happen..i wont elaborate..then after that liyana came back so we went lunch at food culture..b4 dat went giordano to buy myself clothes then after dt went to get tian poh's present fer his sister..then we went swensens and thats where the fun happenned.its really funny..hahahha..rite guys???seriously today was damn fun..after that went ipod shop..tak fair,liyana buying ipod nano with camera..pfft..ahahaha..then we cabbed to bedok where we all except fer tian poh took mai's dad's van to look around fer syasya's school..fyi she's mai's lil sister..then they sent me back..thanks guys..yeah we had fun today..then this coming saturday is safiq's bdae so im planning to treat him to a movie together with mai and liyana and if she wants syasya..yeah so its gonna be great..see first lah how..ok then..byeeee

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Almost 3am and im updating facebook,and my blog..hmm.today or shud i say yesterday we went sentosa to do field testing on our amazing race..took maxicab from school all the way to a secret location in sentosa to kick off the testing..it was fun lah reallyy..although tiring,it was worth my time going..after the whole testing,we went vivocity for lunch..apparently my bag had a large gaping hole in the sides,so i was desperately searching for a new backpack..we found a Dickies bag which i was reluctant to buy at first but in the end bought it for $31.90 coz it was 20% discount..its Blue..checkered ah..later u all see fer ureselfs..i know its probably fer matreps and all but im too desperate for a bag..tmrw or shud i say later at about 10am going logistics shopping with drama peeps a tampines mall..obviously i'll be shopping stuff like a new hoodie from topman,maybe shoes..and stuff..and the reason im blogging so early in the mornin is coz im doing a script fer my dearest group Macbeth..hahaha..ok..camp's gonna be fun.. just now me,feeq and mai adik lepaked under the block until 6.30pm..fun loh,fun...okie dats all ... need to start typing the script..niteees..or shud i say mornings..

The reason i love you
is coz u make me feel like im myself
im still loving you Blue

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seeing you smile makes my day
when u agree wif me,i feel touched
when u laugh,it makes me admire you so much
i love you
but i dont know how to show you that i really do
i admit im a coward
a coward who is afraid of rejection
a coward who never would tell that girl she is loved
i love you Blue
coz ure the only person that i keep near my heart

signed
Ahmad
(typing from laptop at blk 456)

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one final post..im off away to aunt leha's house where i would be cut off from the internet..lets take it as a 1 week hiatus..in need of fun,fun,fun..will be having a series of drama meetings htis week.i'll see waht i can do and when i have the oppurtunity to blog,i'll blog..so looks like its the inal gdbyees then..byee..i'll see u in a weeks time

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it's sad that im unable to come along to go HK..but i have to focus deeply on camp and only camp lah..ok soo...have new t shirt bought it at Giordano..mira's mum gave me a discount..thnaks..needed it like alot lah ritee???tday feeq and mai came around 12.30,download songs and everyting then ..okie dokie then..byeee

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hah!!!!finally saved enough money to buy a blue V-neck tshirt that costs $9.90 each at uniqlo..when i checked their online database,i couldnt find any V-necks that were blue so im deciding to buy a red coloured one and white coloured one..but if theres Blue,then i'll buy blue instead of red..yay!!!!like finally lah i get sumting ive been saving for..i looked up uniqlo also and saw this very nice blue hoodie..thats $29.90 so im saving fer that too..argh..fianlly a change in my wardrobe using my own hard -saved money..life's been smooth and great this few days..i really cant wait to shop..mum was even surprised when i called her last night and told her i saved money to buy new clothes.. :)..dad said he'll promise me brand new sneakers and i simply cant wait..he also said he would buy me new trainers fer me to use it to exercise..ooh..cik wan is coming to sleep ove rmy house tmrw..yay!!he's a very stylish person who works in london's fashion industry,,i somply cant wait..looks like i'll be getting a makeover..think so??

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Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I fall in love with you all over again,
oh
You're the light that faced the sun in my world
I'd face a thousand years of pain for my girl
Out of all the things in life that I could fear
The only thing that would hurt me
Is if you weren't here, oh

I don't wanna go back to just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm saying?
Girl, without you I'm lost
Can't fix this compass at heart
Between me and love,You're the common denominator
oh, oh, ohhh, oh
Youre the common denominator
oh, oh, ohhh, oh

Before you love was low plain girls was my high
We chase the game that would put my cot in the side, aye
Broken heart rise up to say love is a lie
You and I would stand to be loves reply, yeah
Out of all things in life that I could fear, yeah
The only thing that would hurt me
Is if you weren't here, here, here, yeahh, yeahh

I don't wanna go back to just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm saying? (Do you understand?)
Girl, without you I'm lost
Can't fix this compass at hear
tBetween me and love,You're the common denominator
oh, oh, ohhh, oh
Youre the common denominatoroh, oh, ohhh, oh

I cant imagine life without your touch
Every kiss that you give can fill me up
And to all the heart aching
Jealous females hate it
Imma hold it down for you
You, oh, woah
You're the common denominator
Oh, yeah, woah

I don't wanna go back
I don't wanna go back to just being one half of the equation (Half of the equation)
You understand what I'm saying? (Woahh, ohh, ouu, woahh)
Girl, without you I'm lost
Can't fix this compass at heart

Between me and love (Between me and love)
You're the common denominator
oh, oh, ohhh, oh
Youre the common denominator
oh, oh, ohhh, oh

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I fall in love with you all over again

maybe finally you'll understand my feelings fer u are true

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well,life's just like that aint it??had fun preparing fer Drama camp & i simply cnt wait fer it to officially start u noe..had fun thiw two day that shmade me forget bout all the crisis im facing this days,i wanna thank Feeq,Mai adik, & Ras fer being patient wif me for so long..to You,i cant fight this war anymore coz its draining to much of my happinness,i'll forgive and forget once again or at least i'll try to.ive tried to prove u wrong but u make it so hard,so now uve gotta prove me wrong coz i dnt want to be treated like how i was b4,i dowant just coz of me,i tear up people's happinness,ive put down my mask,i hope u have done the same,the war is over

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heiya,do u think this blog screams me??i think so,its all Blue..wats wrong wif loving and being overly obsessed with ure favourite colour??people who love Blue are all cool people,Bobbby Edner,um..who else??i duno who else..ooh..the power rangers,Blue rangers are always cool..tday had drama meeting at home so ras and mai came and we called all our campers,then cooked them fish and chips with melted cheese..yummy!!!!then we watched HSM3..all those past memories of HSM..im still attached to it but it's one of those shows that really teach u sumtin u know??after that we had pillow fight..that was uber funny and fun..then sent them back home..tday's been a blast and i hope tmrw will be fun too,its the weekends people!!!okie dokie then,thats it fer now..byeeee

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Finally,I No longer need to fake a smile
i dont need to act as though im happy with everything
Mr. W was right
expanding ure network of contacts would make you far more happier
i dnt wanna give up our friendship,
but i can see that it's beyond salvation
theres too many secrets were keeping from one another
too much sarcasm and misunderstanding
too much opinions siding another party
whats becoming of us all??
our friendship is drifting off
all bcoz history chose to repeat itself once again
i failed at other previous friendships,failed badly
but i dont want to fail the sweetest friendship ive ever had in years
it's hard to not easily give up
its easy to say u aint siding nobody
but without u realizing it,u r siding somebody
but i dont mind at all
coz ive been losing fights ever since secondary school
so here it is once again,i surrender
u win.
be happy,rejoice over my surrender
now i'm weaker than ever
vulnerable to everything around me
yet,theres nobody whose here to comfort me
bcoz everybody else are too busy comforting somebody else
take it slow and steady.
figure out this great mystery

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yups..the pics say it all..today woke up late..had a very painful headache then called acit to cancel maths but mr lim picked up and gave me a very long lecture of being irresponsible..blah blah..hosted Drama meeting at my house tday..but met acit b4 dat and we lepak at my place b4 mai and feeq came..acit wenthome shortly after their arrival and the meeting began..we searched for songs,crapped laughed and even cooked..after all the song selections,feeq had to go off,so left me & mai adik..we cooked maggi goreng in my kitchen and we fried nuggets..it was a very superb meal..really tastes awesome..tmrw,ras & Mai adik ocming over for yet another Drama meeting..were sorting out contacts and were gonna call all our campers back to school next week..i think we might cook up something chocolate tmrw..haha..might be ah..all i know is tmrw is fish & chips for my guests..yummy!!!!ok dats dta yaw..bye!!i'll see u when i see you

Sometimes i wanna tell you that ure actually Blue
but i cant coz you'll be frustrated at me
yes,i still have feelings fer you
coz you'll always be my blue

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yeah,the poster says it all..we were warned..hahaha lolz..okay..just finished the task to do at home and on time too..sorry usuals fer being unable to have a meal wif u guys..we watched 2012 and it was damn great except fer the ending..the visual effects were simply great and the story line b4 the ending was touching and showed humanity at it's greatest peak,sacrifices of various presidents to stay with the citizens who could not board the ships..i wont spoil it so u shud go out and watch it..bring lots of tissues coz its probably gonna be a solid teardripper..i give 2012, 8 ratings out of ten..the best movie ive watched..anywaes..mareenah sat wif us just now and we were very very noisy..we mocked,we laughed and we cried..me,su & mareenah..haiyo..oh wait..my fave part of the whole movie was when a woman got onboard the ship and showed the middle finger at her ex-BF who refused to get her onboard but in the end didnt make it..its a story to die for..im finding it hard to balance friends,camp,re-test and family duties..its been hard but i need every one to understand my situation pleasee???ok moving on,my airline on facebook is suffering a major economic crisis..the charts just were good yesterday but today,it went crashing..tmrw have maths with miss thong and then at 12,meeting with Feeq,Mai adik & mayb izza to discuss stuff about camp..aites..ok thats it fer now,i need to go make hot chocolate to drink..yum2..perfect drink fer a rainy day..

i ♥ U,Blue

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i miss mum & dad so much!!!it's been hard to cope but i'll try..not many people noe bout dis change in URL..so spread the message yeah people??i find that everything here including my url is like so me..im so proud..ah well,tmrw's 2012,i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!hehehehehheehhehe..c told u im crazy..alritees..gdbyee!!!!!!!!!!!

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booyah!!!!!!!!so much fer hiatus rite??told ya predictions were true..it 6.54am in ahmad's household and nobody's at home except for himself..im cooking up breakfast,oh u noe the normal things,bread & jam and a mug of hot chocolate and now cracking my brains over lunch..theres rice in the firdge but got no lauk or gravy..oh i almost forgot,that day during the open house,we saw taylor lautner!!!!ahhahah..actually no lah but looks just a lil bit like lautner..speaking of lautner,turns out mai lil sis knows lautner..surprising yah??ok..enough lautnering..his name is Safiq lah people..ooh..speaking of lautner,new moon's coming out soon which damn means ADC 2009 is just round the corner and it also means mum & dad are coming home in like 2 weeks time..yay!!!!i cant live with all the additional household things..dishes,laundry,meals..haiz...is the blog song nicee???its one of my personal favourites by Varsity Fanclub..its titled Lost Then Found..amazing meaning that song..go check out the lyrics or i have it in the previous post??tmrw,2012 outing..woohoo!!!cant wait fer the movie..its weird blogging in the morning u noe..woke up at 6+,prayed the morning prayer,and then im here in front of the computer..today gonna have physics with dearest mr kang until 12pm afterwhich ADC meeting..then i'll rush home..dats dat fer now,i'll see you when i see you

i'm keeping you here in my heart,blue

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You dont gotta worry anymore
Girl I got a feeling since you walked through the door
That we dont need nobody but the two of us
Just you and me against the world
We dont gotta look for it so hard
You and me were lost now were in each others arms
Finally we found something that we can hold
And I cant let it go cause now (tell me how)
Lost in your love and it's pulled me in
Searching for some kind of sign to begin
Caught in your world and I'm turned around
Now that you got me lost then found
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
You got me lost then found
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Now that you got me lost then found
I dont gotta see it to believe
All I gotta know is that you never would leave
And you dont need the story of how my heart broke
Cause I can tell you already know
I know how he treated you so bad
I can almost hear all of the things that he said
But we dont need to spend even one minute longer
Think about the past
What doesnt kill us makes us stronger now
Lost in your love and it's pulled me in
Searching for some kind of sign to begin
Caught in your world and I'm turned around
Now that you got me lost then found
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
You got me lost then found
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Now that you got me lost then found
Whenever youre lost at sea baby just call for me
Cause you know Ill be calling for you
Whenever you turn the page dance on another stage
Know in this life Ill be dancing with you
Took me, you got me and turned me around
Now look what we found...
Lost in your love and it's pulled me in
Searching for some kind of sign to begin
Caught in your world and I'm turned around
Now that you got me lost then found
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
You got me lost then found
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Im looking and youre looking
Now that you got me lost then found

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Mum & dad leaving fer haji tmrw
im gonna be all alone
i dont wanna mum to worry bout me
but i cant help tearing up in front of the computer
I'm on break..
in a hold,
hiatus on everything
Handphone,MSN,Email,Blog,Facebook
be back as soon as i feel better
still attending drama camp meeting
still gonna go school and study
sill gonna at least try to smile
still gonna stay strong
about 2012 outing,Acit,Hadi,ask the others
thanks
i wouldnt want to blame it on anyone that this has happenned
but i noe,this time i will be at the losing end again
the end is always predictable
Ahmad goes on hiatus,comes back 2 days later
appoloizes to whoever he fought wif
and again the cycle starts again..
this time,i aint going down easily
i aint gonna shed a tear,but i cant help it
overwhelmed by emotions,ive finally suffered the worst heartache..
maybe god will take me away and put me in hell
maybe he'll take me from this place
or maybe he'll let me suffer once again,
i want all of it to end..
everything including my life
i deserve watever's coming for me..
Goodbye

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wat am i supposed to do??
i feel at fault,i sense a war coming
i sense the Apocalypse of me
i sense missiles being fired on the battlefield
like SS says,sometimes diplomacy doesnt work
ive tried
but ive given up hope.
no more lights guiding me
my world's become dark
all except Blue
yeah,at the end of the day,
it's me im dealing with

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As ive said repeatedly to izza,watever that's on this blog can never come down,so i'll say it again this time to Maisarah,u cant except a name given to u,when im passed down all the kinds of names like wild boar,the person who causes the earth to go out of orbit,the guy who beat girls up..after that incident,u treat me so differently and u expect me to change fer the better??how am i supposed to do it if u r there giving me a stupid attitude that i just cant tolerate with??u throw me aside and im sure this time,once again,the others would side you AGAIN..bcoz of ure late confirmation,i cant get them tickets to 2012..y???coz i simply cant get through the booking and now were simply gonna go there on wednesday and buy tickets on the spot which im preety sure we wouldnt get coz theres been lots of bookings..im sick of you..u keep saying prove you wrong..wat??do u need me to bend,bow and kiss ure feet and beg for forgiveness??i have pride!!!i still do,even if i wanted ure forgiveness,i would never stoop that low..i am sure either they will say were not siding anyone or they'll side you,why??oh kesianlah Mai tu budak baik,kau buat dia macam gini..thats always been the reason lah eh,budak baik kan hapa??treating friends like servants,kau ingat apa??best kaper mainkan perasaan aku??best kaper,tunjukkan orang yang kau tu dah menang??best??telefon mak kau ckap aku yang pukul kau,menangis to semua sampai sekarang kita semua drift apart..u r the reason,were all falling down,u r..and u r the reason i'll be leaving,..so stop threatening me like"u dont put down the post,i wont talk to u"..dont be childish lah eh,ive faced the same thing wif izza,and im bventing it all on oyu,u and izza can team up,to destroy me,i'll handle the both of you myself..it's A.M.S forever,not A.M.M.S.i included u in to make u feel part of us,but no,u dont appreciate..u dont care that i painstakingly went with u to meet ure godsis,cancelled tution just to teman u,u dont appreciate it..

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it's exactly how i feel fer you blue
here it is-Varsity Fanclub's Girl like that

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aahahahahaha..so tired form today..it was fun..had to sell refreshments..very fun,we got free nasi lemak sia..hehehehe..went BBT twice today..that's all u need to know bout tday..to all Hydiryfics,make ure 21st November free!!!!maybe i'll be going fer the FC meeting thingy..ohk???if u still havent registered,do log on to the link below which has a banner..and hydir's face and simply click register to receive updates and meet other people..ohkays??oritee..bye2 gotta do sumtin..

I need you,Blue

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pfft..so tired..12 hours of Cip in school today..8am-8pm..my legs feel like dropping sia..but it was enjoyable lah..so heres wat happenned tday..met mira at her bustop at like 8+ coz we both overslept..but teacher consider all of us start at 8am..then after that,we help in life science lab..blah2 then comes the most stressful part..assembly of the booklets..OMG..we folded 500++ pieces of paper and we were poofed up by lunch time..walked around school paste up signs then went lunch at istanbul,sat at swing then reported back..then after that cintinue again..wah tiring sia..then after that go hall,fill in the booklets into goodie bags then helped miss thong..then help miss tang,then acit help mdm hafsah,then went wif miss thong to MRC to help her cut out stuff..then we go down to hall to put it up..thats where the fun started..we laughed and laughed..it was enjoyable lah..then after that,miss thong was like,i get u all food,she got us biscuits then we ate..played wif mr kang's cute son then we all chiao..Somebody got nickname:Wak Atek JR. Maggi..y???my niece called at hall then she callls my mum wak atek coz my mum is short and dats wat all her sisters call her:Katek..so acit laughed about it..when we were eating biscuits at atrium,i stared at mai,then acit was like who's in front??Wak Atek??then i laughed coz the person in front was mai..then we decided to call her Wak Atek JR...the maggi came from the maggi incident months ago..i'll be straight forward yeah mai??dont mind me..i didnt like it when mai threw the laminated Alphabets at my face..to remove the double scotch tape..and i dint like it when my leg was crammed,and then mai said,dont act..like WTH??man seriously WTH???im like so fed up man..im sick of acting like im okay wif the treatment i get..im seriously like so fed up,u say on ure blog that ure tank is running empty..my foot..my tank's been empty fer like days lah eh..i tolerated ure irritatingness,i scolded Su when she fought wif u,i helped u get close to syah and mira and dis is what i get??im being used lah eh..i helped u and jsut coz i stumbled on one mistake,ure treating me like *$#@..WTH???go and reflect,fer other people,they might gif u back the same treatment but i wont..i stay true to myself..when u dont have anyone and im the one left,u like go with me but when u have the others,u simply kick me away..wat???am i disposable???

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hmm..ok..today was and uber unexpected day but it was fun overall..basically had SS in the morning than after help makcik western carry up food to the second floor..than Mr Kang saw me,Imran & Acit..so he asked us to help him do a favour..then we say what??he say help with the lab assistants at life sciences lab..so we went down there and did lots of things rangiing from stacking up boxes,folding invitation cards cleaning the countertops,clearing out her office..it was tiring but MR Kang appreciated it lots..he gave us $4 each to spend on our lunch..thanks Mr Kang!!!!then he asked if we could help tmrw..so i called up Mira & Mai and Su to help us tmrw..it's gonna be a really busy day tmrw..Mum's leaving in 4 more days..and i cancelled my plans of going Dubai coz i Have Drama Camp..ahhaha...sad but Dad promised Blue sneakers..Yes ah!!!!i would like to say i have frenship problems but i dowan to think bout it..just ended a solid chapter of SS revision..im really tired..i haven eaten dinner yet so im waiting for my sandwhich to be fully toasted..i just think that whatever happens in my life now,it's all up to me to handle it,i'm going to be alone for the next one month..im gonna have to learn how to be independent and spend money wisely..very wisely..and to end this post,I LOVE BLUE..Hahahaha..

Dear Friend,
I'm sick of being used
im sick of worrying that were drifting apart
coz i dont c u making any amends to make it better
I'm sick of having to listen to lectures that dont mean a thing
i feel so lost and upset
but im not showing it to you coz i dowan to make u feel burdened
Things change,People change..
so i wont complain,i know ure doing ure best

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Go home Duane,Go home Duane!!!!and the result is:.........Duane is out!!!!!!!!!!!!(CELEBRATES)HAHAHAHAHAHA..basket sey Ahmad..ok so back from the whole ceremonial thingy..haiz..while i was reciting the oath of office,someone call me..his name imran,i dint pick up,duh..interruption oni tau..im obsesses wif blue..i simply love blue,call me annoyin,i just dnt care i love blue too much..ahahhaha..we all know who it is...and we all know who doesnt belive ive been sworn in..that incident taught me who was trustworthy..who would really stick through highs and lows..no names mentioned..lips are sealed..i duno..i just feel like quitting on everything,...i mean u noe how i make one huge mistake,then people say like "oh,u welfare officer,running for drama presidency,and yet ure like dis."i hate it..every human being is imperfect..nobody never makes mistakes..i also feel used by somebody,in the past when she was all alone,i sided her throughout everything and yet she put me aside..she's changed and i believe it was bcoz of me..nothing's changed,people just dont understand how i feel..all they know is use me up and then put me aside..it hurts when people question my love for my parents and u think it simply can heal just like that..wrong..very wrong....theres still scars....u might think im smiling and all,very wrong..it still hurts..those words are still felt..i regret i really do,but i know..it's hard..nobody can understand..just coz ive been to haji b4,doesnt mean that i'm pure..i need people to understand..i feel like quiting,removing myself from everyone..but it's hard to simply let go..Only this blog and god understands how i truly feel deep down...

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hei..OMG,i have very excellent new to share..got a call form the RC at BLK147 saying that mum,me and dad are invited fer some event tmrw night celebrating all those who go haji at tampines west CC,Masagos our secretary of education would be there..Dad cant make it,so im representing him..not just that,theyre choosing malay youths from my area to form Tampines Central Youth MAEC..and ive been chosen as secretariat!!!!!!!!OMG..im so honoured..so yeah,tmrw would also be the swearing in..apparently im chosen coz i won this Anugerah Pelajar Harapan in 2006 when i showed great improvement..i'm so honoured and excited..really..OMG..its just so exciting when u know ure involved in something big..so tmrw,i have to read Quran in front of the guests..now im scared..OMG...how??how???how???

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I was like so bored so i searched up on Varsity Fanclub and i found this vid..it made me laugh out loud and of course brings back the memories when thomas was still part of it..haiz..wish Thomas got back into Varsity Fanclub..anywaes..heres the vid..

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False hopes are given to people who cant live without the truth
and the people who give that hope are people who are desperate fer attention
Changing oneself may be good for the opinion of others
but it comes with a price of hiding behind a mask that sticks to the face forever
Some people interfere with problems,then complain about being involved(E.g izza)
but some,sincerely help then forget about the matter
some people change to become defiant
but change in reality is only a mask
it hides a person's true identity
it's time everyone dropped the act to make the world a better place
to me,asking is caring..

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For the first time i'm betraying Varsity Fanclub..her version of future love just makes Varsity look dull..honestly,i think if Varsity stops giving it's fans updates and begin launching their album,they might lost their waiting fans..haiz..Varsity,Varsity..so heres Kristina Debarge..

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OMG!!!im having a migrane all of a sudden..omg,the medicine makes me feel worst..seriously..okays..so tmrw no classes or whatso ever coz we decided to take a break fer tmrw only..omg!!!!i actually dont have anything to blog about just wanna say that i miss everyone!!!!except izza..ahahah,,evil sey ahmad..yeah well that's that..so i might travel to woodlands to sleep over again..coz i need coaching fer maths..ok..i think i wanna get some sleep and see if it makes the migrane go away..

ILY Blue
you might not know
but i'll be right here waiting
IRRLY

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i'm bringing up the past..and i hope people guess who it is..she is my friend but she's hiding behind a msk but she denies it..she like to deny with her dont wanna lose attitude..heres the email..it's kinda dusty,it's been in my inbox for two years now..or a year or so..oh and btw..we wnjoyed sofaman today..it was so fun..as the malays say it,who bites the chilli tastes it's spicyness,you'll see that i'm not mentioning names..so i cant bring this post down coz its my property..

hi ahmad.whats your problem ah? being such a big kpo asking me what i do during weekend who i call as if u're my mom. plus why did you do a facebook profile when me and gilbert did one earlier on......please dont tell me you did because you want to be part of us..i guess ure APART from us in my opinion. behind your backs.... said ure stimes irritating even gilbert agrees, please better change your attitude and just because ure rich and likes to treat us blanja.....doesnt mean we will be frends.......let me tell you that....just because ure rich u can be part of us....dream on man! and plus stop bothering my life...and im wondering why you asked me what i did during weekends...and who i call....why didnt you question others? why must it be me....its so bloody irritating that ure questioning me plus please im not interested to answer all these stupid and unreasonable questions....and for ur problem asking doesnt not mean caring! please...i dunnoe whether i should be your friend in years,days or months....i think i dont want to........

Ironic how this email is very contradictive ritee???she's my "friend" now..Notice the inverted commas..so long people

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I've learnt 3 things that are important to make ureself succesfull in life..
1)Learn from ure mistakes and mistakes made by others
2)Know your Strengths
3)Think Positive no matter what the circumstance
amazingly i learnt someting today....tmrw watching Sofaman with d drama club but not many people are going to be there..looking forward to it..me and mai adik planning to meet earlier for lunch b4 meeting the others..and that's that..if anybody is reading this,please leave a tag,it makes my day..thanks..

I Love You as much as I Love The Colour Blue
Ure my Blue,Darling

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Really,i'm Really addicted to the colour blue..just now had kkh exercise programme and it was fun,after that walked around bugis street,ilumo/iluma i aint sure,in search of blue items..basically now i have blue pens,blue wallet,blue earpiece,blue walls at home,blue file,blue notebooks..and blue jeans,,what i dont have and what i want to have are:blue shoes,blue bag,blue pencil box,blue hoodies(the one that Thomas Fiss has) and blue polo T-Shirt..so far two of the ones i want are going to be bought which is:blue polo T-shirt ans the blue shoes..i'll be saving up fer the blue hoodies and rest assured i'll get it..it's a guranteed to be blue mania..ok then..need to fins a blue watch..hahahah..
Current obsession:Blue

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After days of doing Animation,heres the End Product..Enjoy it alrites??Been very busy keeping track of myself and all..i'm starting revision timetable tmrw..tmrw i have to attend a religious talk at whampoa CC and i'll be giving a SHort Speech coz ustaz said i have the potential to do so..

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hei..i cant use the computer at home..currently in school in 3D animation course..just ended my part of the course..it's great how animation works and i admit that this two days have thought me how to appreciate animations like bolt and so on...i duno lah..everything's been fine in life so far..hmm..i wonder..well ok then..bye..till we meet next time

i still have feelings fer you
i still admit that i love you
i no longer see ure smile and it makes life feel empty
i want to see that smile again
and i wonder how long ive waited fer u
it'll take forever,but i'll keep to my promises
i'm still waiting fer you love..

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left to right:Drew,Thomas,Bobby,David,Jayk
let there be varsity..enjoy the following vids of VARSITY FANCLUB!!!!!!!!which rocks so much..go,go varsity,varsity all the way dudes!!!!!!!!!!and obviously my fave person is the one who loves the colour blue..that is..Thomas Fiss..he chiao from the group but he rocks..most of the songs i know the dance steps..cool or what??

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If this vid reminds you of Thomas Fiss
then i am very certain that it would remind you of all our great times as a group
and all the sacrifices we make fer each other
it has a message,this vid..
i;m certain you understand
varsity works as a group
but Thomas Fiss left
mayb i shud leave and frget everything??
i die every time that ure not around me
so heres WHAT I REALLY WANT TO SAY:
enjoy the vid aites..heres my all time favourite boyband,varsity
with what i really want to say

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phew,what an evening..just came back from jogging and sumtin wondeful happens..i was like at tampines park then they were playing soccer..by they i mean the old tampinesians as in tampines primary boys..i just jogged around hte park..than suddenly wan was like:chey,got someone jogging sey..walao..i just smiled then jogged away,then he was drinking water so i was like,somebdy better stop smoking or i'll tell their mum and wan spit out the water..hahhahahaha..i was like laughing hard..anywaes b4 dat me and rasyid and su went to see miss htong fer maths..su was there to accompany us and do her red cross stuff..we talked for awhile and then me and rasyid searched the whole school to book sessions with teachers next week..then we went to canteen to eat nad then to 4H classroom to see su do her RC stuff..then alif and hadi came so we played card games..after su ended her RC stuff..then after,hadi and alif had to leave so me and rasyid and su were talking bout someone's attitude and how she treat others..i want to confirm to that SOMEONE..yes people do hate you..i've been siding you for the past one and a half years..tolerating your behaviour and irritatingness,if it wasnt for me,you wouldnt be as close to the others as you are now..i made one mistake but then you took it TOO SERIOUSLY..im not asking u to 4give me coz i need ure pity that ive been diagnosed with stage 2 diabetes i want u to 4give me so that i can restart everything and change fer the better..u dont appreciate my sacrifice at all..u talk about me wasting ure sacrifice..remember the time you started fighting with ure "sister"..u called me to accompany u at the library.and despite having music lessons,i came down to listen to you..or how bout the time i had tuition and u wanted to meet ure "sister" at white sands..i went to accompany even when i already had other plans..i listened to you i made sacrifices for u and i made just one major mistake and this is what i get??if u say you fail chemistry and maths bcz of me then i accept but u say i'm the reason you failed everyting??i cant accpt that..coz every major paaper was b4 the incident..u said you would always be by my side but it's all empty promises..you destroyed me.u destroyed my image and i'm still staying quite..but u r just too much..ive sacrificed too much and i wont sacrifice anymore coz it's a waste of time ok??

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Went to KKH for appointment with doctor teong
diagnosed with 2nd stage diabetes
was so scared and shocked
the first thing i asked was:how long am i gonna live?
doctor said,depends
i;m lost,i duno what to do
ive gotta maintain..if not i'll....
people wont believe me,i know..
especially dat someone
on tablets..
doctor wants me to be on stage 1 so that i can manage well
Nick Jonas is current idol
wonder how Nick took it in??
would my body sucumb to the disease??
will it affect my attitude??
go on,laugh..for all i care...

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things change,people change
~Vanessa Anne Hudgens

On Hiatus

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