Go home Duane,Go home Duane!!!!and the result is:.........Duane is out!!!!!!!!!!!!(CELEBRATES)HAHAHAHAHAHA..basket sey Ahmad..ok so back from the whole ceremonial thingy..haiz..while i was reciting the oath of office,someone call me..his name imran,i dint pick up,duh..interruption oni tau..im obsesses wif blue..i simply love blue,call me annoyin,i just dnt care i love blue too much..ahahhaha..we all know who it is...and we all know who doesnt belive ive been sworn in..that incident taught me who was trustworthy..who would really stick through highs and lows..no names mentioned..lips are sealed..i duno..i just feel like quitting on everything,...i mean u noe how i make one huge mistake,then people say like "oh,u welfare officer,running for drama presidency,and yet ure like dis."i hate it..every human being is imperfect..nobody never makes mistakes..i also feel used by somebody,in the past when she was all alone,i sided her throughout everything and yet she put me aside..she's changed and i believe it was bcoz of me..nothing's changed,people just dont understand how i feel..all they know is use me up and then put me aside..it hurts when people question my love for my parents and u think it simply can heal just like that..wrong..very wrong....theres still scars....u might think im smiling and all,very wrong..it still hurts..those words are still felt..i regret i really do,but i know..it's hard..nobody can understand..just coz ive been to haji b4,doesnt mean that i'm pure..i need people to understand..i feel like quiting,removing myself from everyone..but it's hard to simply let go..Only this blog and god understands how i truly feel deep down...

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The name is Ahmad Asyraf Abdullah
I am a proud stagearts drama artistant
Friends are the most important thing next to family!
Single,(070410) will be remembered
I’m 16
One year older every 23rd march
If you meet me outside,say hello,i wont eat you up
I’m a StuDent/fwen in dunman Secondary, A Son in tampines
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DRAMA is passion
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  • to lose weight
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