HUHU!!!a balance in life is critical.
All alone in this corner of the earth,
i sit and watch everything pass before my eyes
ive witnesed the destruction of a very strong Friendship
ive witnessed the process of falling in love
ive come to know how humans think
and how we treat each other.
ive felt happiness & sorrow
ive felt heartaches & hatred
ive blown my top repeatedly.
yet i know deep down that this innocent child is somewhere inside
ive always thought that he's gone forever
but im wrong,
no matter who i become or change to,
theres still that little boy inside
ive been forgiven
ive been rejected the chance to forgive
but people are differetn in their own ways
recent events
have thught me who really are my friends
i know,and ive embraced the fact that i have to be myself
its easy to say"i need to change"
but its hard to really do it
i cnt expect people to guide me through my life
i want to be independent
i dont want to boast bout already being everywhere in the world
i dont wanna tell people i visited paris at the age of 4
i dont want people to know of my hurtful past.
whats past is past,ive opened a new chapter
a chapter that would have recorded what ever happened recently
Mai,dearest godsister,thanks fer all the comforting words that u have siad throughout my crisis
Syasya,thanks fer being crappy all the time,it makes my day lots
Liyana,i owe you lots coz u understand my situation
Mirrah,fer always being there supporting me no matter what happenned in the past
Ras,for entertaining my nonsense on the phone during our nightly calls
Su,for really letting me cool of and change
Aishyah,for being patient no matter how silly or bad behaved i am
Mira,for cheering me up whenever i was down
Brandon,for understanding how i feel & fer always helping me out in times of need
3g 2009,for wanting me to be promoted to sec 4
and to everybody whom ive missed out,thanks fer showing and lending me the support i need

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The name is Ahmad Asyraf Abdullah
I am a proud stagearts drama artistant
Friends are the most important thing next to family!
Single,(070410) will be remembered
I’m 16
One year older every 23rd march
If you meet me outside,say hello,i wont eat you up
I’m a StuDent/fwen in dunman Secondary, A Son in tampines
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DRAMA is passion
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  • hope i get to become the next drama leader.
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  • HER love!!!
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  • to lose weight
  • To finally change for a better person

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