Pissed off with tutor
yeah..i quit ready what yet he wants me to meet him again..i know his behaviour too well.ive seen people who quit meet him and get humiliated in front of others so i aint gonna go meet him.i still have pride..dad's threatening that if i dont meet him,i have to pay computer bills myself..im just so stressed up what with the pressure of 'N' Levels than now my dad with his crap regimes,mum being biased with niece..it seems it makes no difference if im home...i want to run away but to where??why was it that out of thousand other kids,im the one being chosen by god to suffer so much..how am i supposed to do my F&N presentation which is due Wednesday??i hate life..i hate it too much..im getting cranky,im suddenly in love with the subjects i hate the most..this is probably the part where people start saying its fer my own good..but its not..i hate it..dad and mum only care bout other kids..not me..simply bcoz i dont live up to their expectations..they dont attend my drama performances,they dont bother to know how im feeling,all they care is that theyve hurt me.im getting softer and im breaking down..im sick of living up to people's expectations,im sick of being called kanchiong and all,i hate being misunderstood..i dont know what to do anymore..

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The name is Ahmad Asyraf Abdullah
I am a proud stagearts drama artistant
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