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Ahmad Fiss

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You only get one shot so make it count
You might never get this moment again
The clock is ticking down, it's the final round
So tell me what it is that's stopping you now
You never know unless you try
You'll only regret sitting wondering why
You only get one shot so watch this moment go by


im trying hard,i need a fresh breath of air before my performance..and well,Bella is my air..along with all those people who are encouraging me
well thats that

Your Boy
Ahmad Fiss

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Only god knows how worried i am for the performance.i cant seem to memorize the script and even if i can memorize,i keep screwing up on stage..and its like so frustrating and well,its annoying when you have a person come up to you and say that its easy to memorize my whole chunk of lines.well,todays training,i broke down coz i couldnt memorize it and my focus was off..so off that well i forgot my entrances and exits and got called a smart Alec..like wth man??now i dont know but i just dont feel like being happy coz im just a failure like shit..

Ahmad Fiss

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Instincts took over once & for all
I'm not blaming anyone
but i know who were there by my side
and i am not disappointed that none of them is you
Its because i knew from the start what great actors all of you are
and i feel guilty that my care and concern were for the wrong people
they say its hard to not care about the people who you care about,
i made a promise that i wont hurt anyone again
you can make up all the valid reasons for all i care
but between you and God,you know if youre lying or not
here i am trying my best to be so damn truthful
but there you are making up lies in the whole wide world
im sick,tired of just keeping so calm about this whole thing
so im just gonna go through life
my failures and passes are mine,and mine only
You've got yourselves to blame,you made me like this

Your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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8 Dunmanites,& 16 cuzins..yeah..its awesome..maya & izza came first with hillarry but Hillarry left early..b4 cuzins came,me & Izza did the Drama Mass dance from Our previous two camps..so awesome..as guests started filling in,the music kept blasting..then after that we all watched new moon and munched on Ice cream where at the exact moment,Noorlin arrived..thnaks eh lin,i was glad you came..then wendy and evelyn came..so awesome!!!!we played musical chairs..Team Dunman VS. Team Cousins..and team Dunman won!!!coz the final 2 standing were dunmanites,wendy & tian poh..thanks yaw!!then we played this memory game which was uber fun!!!then was the Present opening ceremony..lotsa great gift sey..i love ya all for coming..i was upset b4 that but you guys who came definetely boosted my mood and made me Ahmad..thanks eh you all..ahha..im sorry if the party was too low key but i think it was the best coz the food was fit for the gods..agree not??ahahah..

thanks again,.,
YOur One and only Boy
Ahmad Fiss

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all the prep was fer nothing..
im actually scared that people wont come tmrw
if my closest buddies cant make it,what else the others i invited..
i hope its not gonna be a disaster
but even if less than 10 show up,the party must go on riteee??
hmm..food prepared for like 30 guests but so far like only a handful have given answers
im so damn worried...its gonna be a disaster if less than 10 show up man..
please god,let them come...
mum's gonna be pissed off if less than 10 come..
haiz..i shud have invited more...whats done is done

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its, going to be the show soon and it means my stepping down from drama is also happening.its just so sad,i havent done all the things i need to do,i havent teach my juniors how to be an actor,i havent had my wish of single handedly organizing drama camp i havent had the chance to know every single one of my juniors.and its a damn sad thing to have drama taken away from me like that..its gonna be such an emotional moment for me to really like let go of that beloved CCA..haiz,how fast can it be??which is why i must work hard for N levels so that i can come back to my darling CCA..i love it so much it hurts like mad to let go..i love All my drama peeps!!!!excluding the Bitch Clan..ahahah..but well..yeah..all thats left to say is

ILY DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!

Your Drama Prince,
Ahmad Fiss

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yoha!!!!!im 16..it feels so amazing..i wanna thanks lots of people and my sweet drama juniors who made me a card and who said i was the best senior ever..thanks yeah??hopefully you guys learn a thing or two from me....to everyone else..thank u so much for that,im hosting a party this saturday..and i guess its on invitation basis only..ahahha..ok..thats evil..i only have 40 people on my guestlist and well a very low budget so the invite is actually just a piece of paper that says youre invited and directions to my place..woohoooo!!!!!cant wait..im screening a movie too you know..so awesome!!!mirrah's helpin me plan..so yeah..thats that..my hands are sore from replying every1's wishes on FB..gosh it hurts like mad..okies..byeeee

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yeah,pictures on FB coz apparently blogger uploads slowly..anywaes..sweet 16 cancelled,i dont wanna celebrate and there was an ulterior motive of dad buying me that freaking awesome camera.some things dont change.
im sick of hypocrites and empty promises & i love my adikk too much damn it..i would never hurt her or boast about her coz she can do that all by herself,she's stronger than anyone of u so please watch ure damn mouth..dont judge its book by its cover,she's not like her other friends okay and mind u they are fun and loving and they are not hypocrites..no matter what,i love her for whoever she is,so back off!!!!!!

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This was all i managed to do..hei guess what??3 days to my birthday and this is the only prep im doing for my birthday..aint that fun..so this whole week has been a very busy "holiday"..yeah,im so tired from all the training and next week,everyday got training until friday except thursday..phew!!!ahaha..yeah im trying to hold down my lines and all so urgh!!!its too tough..the only day i will get to relax is tuesday but even then i think it would be my most disastrous sweet 16..ahiz..kays lah..byeee

your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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if dad fulfils his promise,i'll get the camera by next week..the camera is $199 and ive saved $100,he promised to pitch in $99 but well,i have doubts..tday again had drama,i didnt screw up that much so yay!!!!tmrw wearing the tuxedo..so i duno how..yeah,i chose not to attend my bdae outing coz well,julius promised to cut off my chunky lines..hopefully that comes true..im already so sick of empty promises..very very sick of just listening to those worthless promises..u know what?if you cant fulfil a promise than dont make a promise..

Your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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so lazy to type long2..so lets do it bullet form..

• Title says it all
• well,reached school early,camwhored in dance studio + disco
• go to acjc..bus ride was annoying coz bidisha was being a b***h
• at acjc,did stuff and lightings until like 7
• then bussed to dunman
• ate dinner at mr prata
• home sweet home
• feels that drama should teach juniors to respect their seniors,b4 seniors respect them (:
  

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my sweet 16 is officially a curse..u know what??well see,im having my bdae outing wif my 4G peeps on friday but then apparently i have drama..ive already told the Teacher In Charge and weve already done a deal stating i will be allowed to go for the outing..then apparently som epeople jsut make it a bog deal that i don tinvite drama people..big deal ritteeeee????im pissed offffffff!!!!!!!!!GRRRRRRR

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yes..well..drama training was plain awesome just now..i managed to go off script!!!!!but well,had a lot of prompting which was well hillarious coz me and Glenn were the first to release our scripts..the full set has already arrived and ive memorized 50% of my lines..so yayness!!!!then after that comes the 2nd part of drama..i got home and noticed that my Levi's watch and my cashbox which mind you has cash,old love letters and personal stuff inside..was taken..dad say he "ACCIDENTALLY" threw it away..so hillarious!!!!!!(SARCASM IN ACT!!!)..like WTH???im saving up money for that new bloody camera and then you just throw it away..i know he wants to open the box but the thing is..it has both combination and key so you need both to unlock it..and he doesnt have the key,coz i carry it around..so i bet its somewhere inside the master bedroom which is like a super thick vault(coz its always locked)..im am so damn pissed that well..ive gone crazy!!!!!

you bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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Have you seen her around?
To the person who never fails to make me laugh
to the person who always would understand me
to my one & only adik in dunman,
dont fret over these petty stuff
i know youre strong and you have the capabilities to overcome this problem
if you need to release your anger,dial me up..
dont be sad or worried
because time would do its trick for you..
time would make you tougher,im sure of it

Your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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yaw!!!lets just say i think i attended the best sweet 16 party ever..ahahah..it was great with games and all..woohooo.....ok..most of you would be staring at the baby below..awesome riteee???i assume if i save up for another week,i can buy it ready so its like a bdae gift for myself..lastly.tmrw go drama and yes,im gonna be brave and try to go off script..if i forget then well..i hope got prompter..i wanna give it a shot..i msut give it a shot if not i'll be too dependent on the script..alrite..gotta start trying

Your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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i lost you
i lost you to them because i couldnt make you happy
i lost you to them because they mean more than me
i lost you to them because i refused to understand your feelings
i let you learn your lesson the hard way and it aches my heart
i need you back coz ure my heart
losing you is losing myself too
i want to care for you
i miss you
i really do,i miss you till it aches

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amazing day today,heres the official vid of Make A Wave..enjoy and reflect what we've been doing to this earth that we have been born on.love and protect our sea animals be it endangered or not and do not support pollution that has destroyed our lovely planet..in this new part of Disney's project green,Disney is encouraging everybody to shorten their shower by 2 minutes.if you take a 15 minutes shower,than shorten it to 13 minutes.if everyone does it,we would have prevented the wastage of water that could be used to give aid to people who do not have water supply.Disney is also taking the Project Green up a new level by conserving Endangered Marine animals.

Remember,1 Friend is Powerful But A Million other Friends is Unstoppable,
We Can Make A Change,Take Action NOW!!!

your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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they say the beat of a butterfly's wings can set off a storm a world away,
what if they're right and the smallest of things could power the strongest hurricane
what if it all begins inside?
We hold the key to turn the tide

CHORUS
just a pebble in the water ooh
can set the sea in motion ooh
a simple act of kindness ohh
can stir the widest ocean
if we show a little love
heaven know what we could change
oh yeah
so throw a pebble in the water and make a wave
make a wave

VERSE 2
the single joys that you take and send
you touch your hand with someone in need
(hold somebody)
don't pull yourself and say you can't
you never know what can grow
for just one scene
yeahhh
so come with me and seize the day
this world may never be the same

CHORUS
just a pebble in the water ooh
can set the sea in motion ooh
a simple act of kindness ohh
can stir the widest ocean
if we show a little love
heaven know what we could change
oh yeah
so throw a pebble in the water and make a wave
make a wave

make a wave
yea yea yea yea yeahhh
(show me all the love for the seasoning)
make me a wave
(make a wave yeahh)
(show me all the love for the seasoning)
make me a wave

(make a wave yeahh)
make a wave
heaven know what we could change
just show little love we never know something could change
throw a pebble in the water
make a wave
(make a wave)

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haiyo!!!i failed maths horribly despite the fact that i studied uber hard for it..haiz..im so sad..but i want to jia you for mid year..i want to improve!!!!haiz..next week the whole week got drama,yes ah!!!need my destress moment..but still hor..haiz.....i thought want to go for screenbox's course on script writing & stage manging but clash with drama so yeah,cannot..then on friday,going out with peeps despite having drama coz they booked it like last week.,and i need to live my social life what rite..and then hor..Birthday is coming!!!!!!!!cnat wiat..yay3..oooh..i miss my adik mai so much,long time never talk to her in person hor??

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thats the description for 1F 2007..1 very F***ED up class..ahahah..we were all so naive back then hor??stayed back just now and me,syah & su travelled back to 2007..recalled the past good and bad times..ahhaha..then met mira and we continued the stories!!ohkaes..ahahah..i cant wait to wear the tux!!!i simply cant wait..cant wait,cant wait!!!two papers left,F&N & POA..haiya..lazy to update more..so byeeeee

Your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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ive done it!!!!!!ive studied chem like shit..ive focused on chem and physics that im too tired for SS/Geog..ahhaha..15 days to sweet 16 and guess what im giving myslef??great and awesome grades for English,MT,Chem,Physics & Math..yups2..must jiayou!!!!never say die lah hor..today in class,mr ng showed us the Drama trailer..so far,4G has 12 people going..yay!!!i expected none to turn up but i want to thank those who are going and those who wanted to go but cant go..thanks yaw!!!!ok,now i woul dlike to have some apples and tea and i shall go to sleep..toodles and jiaoyu for your common tests!!

your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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it was fun yesterday but felt preety much unwelcomed since apparently im no lit student..so reached late so i boarded the sec 5 bus where it was uber3 akward but just sat lor..reached NLB's Drama Centre,waited for the other buses and we went in to watch..was fun..the story and plot was jsut straightforward and awesone and well the ending performance was cool..after which thought i would eat at tampines with diana,ras,SND & shehan but at kembangan,mum called and asked me to go aunt's place to rewang..so dropped off at bedok and called mirrah,talk3 then suddenly mum say dnt go first..i was like..woah..so cabbed to tampines where while i was walking past KFC saw diana,shehan & ras..so joined them for a meal lah..it was scruptious chicken..then temaned diana & shehan go jalan2 shopping..every clothes shehan tried on was simply too long..and it was uber funny..then finally at 8,we went our seperate ways then i cabbed to bedok north for that rewang thing then suddenly i decided not to do anything so then talked with my nieces who are in primary school,ate lots of Tulang and crapped..boring night..went home just slept..ah!!!!sweet 16 coming right up yaw!!!!!

your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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Somehow,this song relates to what im feeling..have a listen and reflect.
Your bOy
Ahmad Fiss

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HALO!!!!yeah..18 more days..its so exciting yaw..anywaes..today school as per normal but evelyn and mai were absent and so it was like damn boring..completed 2 math assignments in just like 15 minutes coz i admit,it was easy and ahmad never says maths was easy but yeah it was!!!then recess blah3 then English was awesome..learned techniques for Common Test..then had lunch at the canteen,met mirrah and ras and we talked and LOLed..then miss tang came by and we LOled more..than it was time for ras and mirrah to leave so i shifted to Izza and Noorlin's table where we LOLed until lin was practically on the verge of tears..hahaha..funny,then took a ride on miss tang's sports car with mrs Sundar or Sunda,duno how to spell..and let me tell you,fot the 2nd time there was this group of sec 3 boys in awe when they saw me in the fronst seat of Miss tang's automobile..it was funny and io kinda boasted..ok LOL..then we dropped mrs sundar at the mrt station b4 driving fer orchard plaza for the tux fitting..really had some hot issues and topics going on in the car since apparently it was left wiht miss tang & me,one of which was a possible idea of a combined cmap between drama and...........hahha..secret..then reached destination,tried the tux..it was amzing..for a second,i didnt look fat..i was shocked myslef..we looked at some italian shoes and went off back to dunman..thatss my dayyy

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19 days to sweet 16..cant wait!!!!celebrating myself obviously..so im on the hunt for a blue birthday cake that i will cut and eat myself..it would be awesome..i dnt want a fuss out of my sweet 16..just some private time alone with dearest close ones..hmm..where to buy a blue birthday cake??i wonder..well..19 days left and i swear to god mirrah's bdae is coming up so soon..wat gift shud i get her??i dunooooo...hmmm..any ideas anyone??..oh yeah..tmrw is going to be the tux fitting..wooohohho!!!cant wait to try it on yaw..aites then..thats it fer now..buhbye!!!!

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After finding so hard,heres five who already have titles

Ahmad Fiss,Son Of Zeus
Aishyah Lautner Purdy,Daughter Of Hades
Su,Daughter of Hades
Hazmira Archuleta Lerman,Daughter of Poseidon
Atiqah Iskandar,Daughter of Athena

ahahah..ok lOlz..20 days to sweet 16!!!!!!i cant wait..im gonna be able to watch NC16 Movies and im gonna be 16!!!its just awesome..wooohoooo!!!!!!!!

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21 More days to my birthday,

Will you fulfill the promise you once made?
Will you remember me?
You will
but only for one day,after that,back to square one
i aint gonna cry for you
coz im trying to live without you
its not easy but im trying
maybe you'll realize it only when im in my grave
you once said,i cant balance my friends
im already doing it now
but its just that you'll use me for whatever purpose
and then you'll throw me away..
its ok,im used to the treatment

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22 more days to my birthday..
my wishes??

for somebody to realize she's forgotten/abandoned me
Quality time with my Best Friends
More drama trainings
less class tests
world peace
pass my maths test at least once
pass my chemistry test again
improve on physics
Blue Birthday cake
Blue birthday cards
More Blue items
people to except me for who i am

FYI,finished the entire collection of percy jackson's novels..i got all 5 books

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