All i can say is that i still wait for you to call each night.
I'll be on Tumblr as of now on.
this Blog here will be filled with videos that simply relate to life.
feel free to write in the tagboard,this blog has too many memories for me to simply tear away.
Goodbye Blogger.

Ahmad Fiss

Ahmad-asyraf-abdullah.tumblr.com

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Was watching bieber vids on youtube,even had a whole fight bout bieber with cuzzies.hey,he's a fine artist dont you think so?i think his songs can make a person truly see life's meaning,well at least for me.i mean well mist 16 year old boys would listen to Boys Like Girls etc. coz they think their songs relate well,for me,Bieber songs relate to me most.His hit Singles "One Time",One Less Lonely Girl and Baby have sold billions of copies and for a 16 year old,that is an awesome achievement.

alriteeee.

Ahmad Fiss

Ahmad-Asyraf-Abdullah.Tumblr.Com

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Guys!!!Announcing the Official Opening of!!!!!!

ahmad-asyraf-abdullah.tumblr.com!!!
haha,yeah!!!exciting,i would still update here so dont worry.anyway,hows everyone?fine?...i hope so.like i said earlier on on my tumblr,tomorrow is my chemistry paper and i am so excited,ive been revising hard so yeah!!haha..alritees..i'll see you when i see you,byeee

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Ladies & Gentleman,introducing my Tumblr: www.Ahmad-Asyraf-Abdullah.tumblr.com.
work in progress,once its done,i'll officially shift.

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I've got to be frank and public now.coz i was looking at the vid below bout Selena Gomez & Demi Lovato and it reminded me that the same thing has happened to the Selena and Demi of my life.its so saddening and honestly,Demi's reaction is just the same as yours Aishyah.i dont mean to interfere or anytin but think of it.BFFs Forever,wasn't that our aim?its been 3 years now.and everything's just collapsed into nothingness.it really hurts me to see it happening but i want to finally admit that im in no position to interfere despite us all being besties.Coz i really cant.sumting in me just indicates that that its gonna be permanent ,like Selena Gomez & Demi Lovato.its just a feeling.do you remember our filming last year?For one and the same?did you remember how much the three of us were so much into similar things?how the three of us were always by our sides,how we helped each other out?Academically and entertainment wise?but i guess just like Demi and Selena,you've chosen your paths and i cant possibly stop you.i cant chose one coz the both of you mean equally as much to me,and that the both of you are my shining stars.when one is missing,i just dont feel complete.i know that i myself have caused so much pain in the both of you,but please,re-consider everything?re-think wisely.Dont you miss our outings?Marina Barrage?do you remember?shopping?walking around for no apparent reason?but what hurts me the most is the fact that you could pass remarks about looks,i mean imagine if people labelled you,would you like it?i mean,im just stressed that you birthday gift just hurts me.

"Coz were one,and the same,were anything but ordinary."

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This vid is hillarious,hope it makes ure day!!

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everything i did,was for you and only you.
i abandoned friends just so i could ensure you were fine.
i set aside my time for you.
you said i was not like all the other guys,
i was unique and special.
i held on to those words of promise.
yet,when everything came crashing down,you just stomped on my world
and refused to help me restore my heart.
you said i needed to change,i did.
and you hate it that i changed into an average guy.
you hated me for being just like every other guy.
you hated that you made me a total jerk.
but you never admitted it.
you could never admit that i sacrificed so much for you.
all you would say is that i am history,never to be repeated again.
im so heartbroken at your harsh words,
at your stinking Attitude and rudeness.
ask around,i never said i dont care.
now,i just feel like an idiot,for waiting for you,
for trusting you ever.
i truly regret.

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This is dedicated to all those who are stressed out with exams,this is motivation for you,my friend Ayuni!!

There comes a moment, when my heart must stand alone
On this lonely path Ive chosen,
like a house thats not a home
sometimes when I feel Ive had enough
and I feel like giving up
you willed me to be all I can be
now nothing can stop me
I believe in the power that comes
From a world brought together as one
I believe together well find
I believe in the power of you and I

This is the moment we have dreamed of all our lives
Well be the change we wish from others
Well stand tall for what its right
And in my hearts therell be no doubt
The arms of the world will come reaching out
And embrace me to be all I can be
Now nothing can stop me
I believe in the power that comes
From a world brought together as one
I believe together well fly
I believe in the power of you and I

I believe the time is right now
Stand tall and make the world proud
I believe together well fly
I believe in the power..
I believe in the power that comes
From a world brought together as one
(Of you and I)
I believe together well fly
I believe in the power of you and I
(power)
I believe the time is right now
(Oh you and I)
Stand tall and make the world proud
I believe together well fly (Together well fly)
I believe in the power of you and I
(I believe in the power of you and I)

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i dedicate this song to you,if you know who you are (:

I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door
Hello!
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
Because you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello!
I've just got to let you know
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

Is it me you're looking for?
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

Yeah,ILY,
Ahmad Fiss

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Love is blind,its whats they say and maybe its simply true huh?for love,we will dare hurt others just to get that girl/guy.for love,we dare to keep our relationships in the dark,for love,we would do anything in our power,anything even if it sounds absurd.for love,we turn against our god sisters and god brothers and we hurt them even.when you care for someone for so long,it just simply develops into love,enough said about love,i think that its true what they say.hey,i know how much it hurts ok,i really do and i really cant tell you how much i love you coz im just so scared of rejections again.

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Let the vid tell you the story,i miss my drama peepos!!hahahah..love ya all..
much love,
Ahmad Fiss

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It's lame,just lame shit but i really cant help bothering.i remembered the last time i had a crisis with the same people,i had someone special to lean on and to listen to my problems but now,she's gone.i feel so lost,and so stressed out.i get so annoyed at times but still her smile is the one that simply cheers me up.it wont change a situation.its still the same now.what i'm thinking of right now is that some people should just keep secrets to themselves and not tell it to others,especially if ure telling another boy from my class that you like this emo kia boy in another stream..ahah..thats hilarious.without realizing it,you might be in deep trouble.yeah,secrets can be dug out easily,so damn easily if you're a weakling.But then again,some people can trick you into telling?MYE Prep has been awesome i guess,covered most topics already but i know i wont pass and despite it being a nonsensical reason,its because of the equation above.its one equation that always appears in my life and it super sucks.I need you dear old companion whose always there,for now i guess only Ayunie understands.since both sides cant negotiate and come to terms,i think the best course of action will be for me to just try my best to save my own butt from failing MYE,then save other butts available for saving.its just so annoying and distracting but i have to focus,i have to!!!!

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Stop being so childish can?stop giving sarcasm to me when i dont even deserve it,i want us all back as friends lah damn it,why must you make things so difficult for me.im like so badly affected but you dont give a damn coz you can focus,while i cant.She's not trying to take ure precious loved ones away.i was gonna stand up for you but how can i when i get labelled annoying.so forget it

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thought you'll always be mine??i was wrong,ive lost you completely,yeah ive realized.its tough to lose you but since youve wiped me away as a history,i'll let it be that way.i wanted a second chance to be your godbrother and just be more happier than before.but ive lost you and my world crashes down,i cant rebuild coz i realized when you left,you took my heart with you and i have nothing left,i lost everything,is that not enough of a punishment.i deserve a second chance please,consider.you'll still be my adik no matter what,althogh i never will be your abang again.

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